You don't even notice at first, how comfortable you get with them.
You open up and let them in and start to hurt them.
You don't do it on purpose but because you let them care, because you let them see you hurt, they hurt too.
You put them in pain for you.
You want to let them be there for you.
You are tired of seeing them in pain for you.
You show them who you are and their pain turns to fear.