I Didn't Sign Up For This

Xea pov

I felt so bad.... He left 28 texts and two calls. I left my phone, totally forgot about it for more than 5 hours. That's a long time when you were used to texting every minute of every day for the last two weeks. Now we have to do emails once a day of we are lucky but once a week is more likely. I'm so busy with my new job though. One of my dreams is coming true by being in their let's plays. It started out with me just being the person to film and edit the Minecraft videos, because they became too much, to Gavin challenging me to a game of Just Dance and me kicking his butt! It has kicked off so fast. I've become a small part, but still a part in most, if not all of their Minecraft videos and now they are starting to pull me into other games now too. I've become more then an editor, I've become part of the team. It's not every day when you hear a female voice being the only one in a things to do in: Minecraft. Those boys just really love to push buttons for some god forsaken reason, even if they don't know what they do! Well, at least it makes for a very funny video that makes me cry laughing even as I edit it.

Gavin has kinda taken me under his wing and we have become wonderful friends in such a short amount of time. Sure, Safire is still my best friend but a person can have more than one best friend right? Maybe Gavin will become even more?

One thing is for sure, if our relationship goes that way, it won't be for a long time. I'm not quite ready after leaving Aaron.

We both knew it was going to happen. He would have to go back home and I would be left here, but my moving made it even worst because he was leaving right after I was going to be moving. So I had to be packing instead of spending those last few days with him. We still talk every once in a while but it still kinda broke my heart. But who knows, maybe another Brit will help me pick up the pieces. We did just find out that some of the guys, plus Safire, Lindsey, and me are going to PAX east and Gavin did ask if him and I can share a room in the hotel for cost and limited space reasons. I might be looking to into it but, a girl can hope right?