Wow! Who would have thought we could have ended up like that...

The Red Head's Black Wings

'Calipso' - Thoughts

Calipso - Telepathy

Calipso - What They Are Reacting to

[Calipso] - Calipso

{Calipso} - Gods

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"What do you wish to talk with me?" Cale asks once they are in a room that looks like a small living room

"We wanted to talk with you about somethings we...unfortunately just realized" Violan answers as Deruth was gaining courage to tell Cale everything he wanted to tell him besides the apology

"Which would be?" Cale asks as if he has no idea what they could want to talk about with him(I can't also imagine what could be between these little options: Cale thinking they do not love him, their neglect towards him, how they should have tried to approach him in a different way, them forgetting that Cale was still mourning his mother when Deruth suddenly came back with Violan and Basen, Deruth's mistakes when it comes to how to treat him...and many more)

(Also, can someone tell me why I continue to make myself write confrontations when I am shit at them? It was hell when I had to write them for SOS: The Beginning and I still am not the happiest with those I wrote so I apologize if this and the one with Choi Han and Nigel aren't what you expected or you find me saying that I am not happy with how it went)

"Many things" Violan sighs at seeing how her stepson seems to ignore their mistakes towards him which makes her feel even worse for how she thought that letting him be the first to approach her would be the best decision especially as she had forgotten that while she had presented Deruth to her son before they got engaged the same couldn't be said about Cale as they only met after she and Deruth got engaged

"First I need to apologize" Deruth finally says

"Apologize for what?" Cale asks

(I just realized that Deruth is a bit like Yue Qingyuan from SVSSS and also Iemitsu from Katekyo Hitman Reborn and I do not like those two that much while I am neutral when it comes to Deruth xD)

"For how I have been neglecting you since Jour died" Deruth says "I shouldn't have done that as you had just lost your mother and I should have been there to comfort you and shower you in love instead of ignoring you then leaving for a year or so only to come back with Violan and Basen" he explains "I have been a shitty father to you and you didn't deserve you...Cale you had every right to shout and curse at me but you choose my happiness over yours which should have been me to do that as you were a child at time, I should be the one to choose what makes my kid happy over what makes me happy not my kid choosing my happiness over his" he adds

"But...I wasn't unhappy" Cale mumbles "I do like Violan and Basen is my baby brother so...I wasn't unhappy" he adds

"But you weren't happy" Deruth says "I suddenly brought them to your life forgetting that you were still grieving Jour and waiting for me to finally be there for you...I should at least have sent you letters since I first met Violan but even then I didn't do as I was only thinking of myself" Deruth sighs "I am disappointed on myself as much as Jour and Deon must be, I won't ask you to forgive me as I do not deserve to be forgiven after all this neglect and my own cowardice but I wish to at least still be present in your life even if it is just to be the owner of the house you reside until you have your own" he adds looking at Cale

Cale...he didn't know how to feel or what to think after what his father said.

It was things he had wished to hear before but...it took so long that Cale found it hard to trust those words after being disappointed time after time.