Something to lose

Gardening ( y/n)

I slept at least 9 hours today. Last night was long, talking to Minho and Thomas in the bonfire for what seemed like hours and then coming to my hut to find out that it was also Newts hut, out of everyone it had to be Newts,the one guy that hated me. I was trying not to think about the intense eye contact we held but it was impossible, I dreamed of him all night. The way his lips matched his face perfectly, his hair all wet from the shower he took before. God Newt was so hot,but I hate him and he hates me...right? Suddenly I feel a soft hand grip my arm gently, " It's time to wake up!" Newt says with a cheerful tone. " How can you be-" I didn't even get to finish my question when he walked out of the room. The audacity he has to interrupt me 2 times was crazy. I try to hold on to that grudge so that I can remember to not get overpowered by his s*xy body. I head towards the breakfast station to meat the boys. One I'm there I sit next to Thomas who has a bowl of fruit.It looks so good but... you know what,never mind. "How did you sleep today?" Thomas asks me. I don't even look at Newt when I say "fine" I can tell that Newt is looking at me but he's probably happy that I didn't sleep good,cause he's just like that,he doesn't care about me and just wants the worst for me. After a while we all head to our jobs and Newt is teaching me how to garden. He doesn't even bother to look at me while talking. "Newt" I say while interrupting him, "I get it! You hate me but why, just why, what did I ever do to you!?" And once again he doesn't respond, he doesn't even look,it's like he didn't hear me. " you know what! Im done with your little games! If you hate me it's not my problem it's yours!" I yell as I drop the basket in the floor and storm of. I hope he's following me, or at least I hope he feels guilty.