Something to lose

Worst nightmare (Newt)

I was just trying to go to sleep when suddenly I hear the door open. I turn my head slightly so that I can see who was there. The second I saw who it was I quickly sat up, it was y/n. "What are you doing in my hut?" I questioned. "First of all this is my hut, and second of all what are you doing here!?" She quickly replied. I was so confused,why was she saying it was her hut? I stood up and rushed out of the hut towards Alby. " Alby! Why is y/n saying my hut is hers!?" I furiously asked. He seemed confused at first but then he let out "ohh yeah! I forgot to tell you guys are shearing a hut cause there are no free huts left." Amazing,I had to share a hut with her! There is just something about her that makes me hate her,but at the same time I care about her. Its confusing and I don't want to get close to her because I'm not good for her. I know that if I get to close to her I'll end of falling in love with her and I will not be able to be separated from her. The second I walk into the room I see y/n sitting in the bed with her head placed on top of her fist. She quickly looks up and wow,I had never seen such beautiful eyes. She had the most beautiful ocean blue eyes that contrasted her long dark brown hair. "Alby said that we are sharing a hut," " oh ok, I guess your sleeping in the floor then," she says confidently as she tucks herself in the bed. My eyebrows raise is surprise. There was no way I was sleeping sleeping on the floor. I walk towards the bed and grab her by her waist. Legs hanging from my shoulder. She started to punch my back while yelling "put me down!" It took all my effort to put her down, the pressure of her body pressed against mine and her a** being in front of my face was something irresistible. The second I put her down I said. "This was my hut first,and there is no way in hell I'm sleeping on the floor!" She was staring at me with anger, god she looks so hot when she's angry! Our body's were inches away and I wanted to kiss her.I wanted to kiss her until we ran out of air. After what felt like hours of just staring at each other she finally broke the intense staring battle we were in by grabbing a blanket from my bed. She slowly laid down on the floor and for one second I felt bad. I had to remind myself that I'm supposed to hate her. I need to stay away from her, but it's impossible to hate her when all I can think of is the way she smiled at me in the bonfire. I slowly lay down in my bed and I suddenly here a soft voice from billow "Newt... why do you hate me?" I turn to the side to find y/n staring at me. I don't say anything, I just look at her, her hair perfectly placed in the pillow, her sleepy eyes almost shut and her body perfectly tucked into the blanket. I turn on my back and try to sleep,but on reallity I didn't get a single minute of sleep.