Chapter 12

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~ 3rd Person POV ~

" A—and then he kept accusing me of cheating on him b-but I've told him over and over that I'd never do that to him, but he just doesn't believe me...I-I don't know what else I'm supposed to do " Taehyung cried out, trying to stop the tears from falling but they just wouldn't fucking stop no matter what.

After the very heat and heartbreaking argument, Taehyung found himself calling Ballaria, the one of the only two really close friends that he had here.

She came like superwoman, her motherly instincts keeping in with Taehyung called her while crying. His word fumbling and all over the place when he tried to speak to her clearly on the phone.

" I know Hun, maybe you two just need some time apart? So, you both can figure out what you want in life " Ballaria asked, handing over the cup of hot chocolate to Taehyung and gave him a blanket.

Her girlfriend was at work, so they had the house to themselves for right now.

" B-but that's just it, I don't know what him and I need. I'm not sure if it's me or him. I don't want to put the blame on him but, I just don't think it all has to do with me...maybe it's all him?" Taehyung questioned himself, not wanting to blame Jungkook for himself being insecure but he doesn't think he is doing anything wrong in their relationship.

Ballaria wasn't going to take sides, she was going to listen and try to see both sides of the story

" I'm not so sure Tae, let's say it is you and him. When someone asks you out, you show them your wedding ring and then you let them down gently. As long as you reject them, you aren't doing anything wrong. There is nothing else you can do. I'm not the person to judge but doesn't Jungkook know that you love him?" Bàllaria asked gently, placing her hand on his leg.

" that's what I want to know...if he trusted me, then we wouldn't have this problem but it just seems like every time that I reject someone...it just seems like he doesn't truth me even more...i-i know the honeymoon stage doesn't last forever but I feel like it's something more that " He sighed, taking a sip out of his drink and placed it down on the table

" I'm not saying he is being dramatic, but I truly don't know how to make him feel any better. I show off my ring, I reject anyone who asks me out and I give him as much reassurance that he needs, I can't seem to understand where mind is at you know?" He asked his friend, desperate for advice

Taehyung wasn't sure if this was really about cheerleading or his husband being insecure. Deep down, it felt like it ran deeper than this.

He just couldn't put his friend on it

" You and Jungkook are my favorite couple in the world, but you can't feel him with those feelings' babe. You do your part and reject people who ask you out. You do know that there isn't anything else that you can do right? None of this is your fault" She cooed out, rubbing his shoulder in a very comforting way.

" But-"

" Aht! Don't start blaming yourself! Maybe you guys should get some help? Maybe I can request a marriage counselor? I know they can help people"

" I wish, you should have seen my face when i asked him what was wrong with us and our relationship and he sat there and acted as if there was nothing wrong with us...I'm not sure if he is just dumb but I love him more than anything in this world and I don't want to give up on him...I don't want to give us " Taehyung pouted sadly, resting his head on her shoulder

She ran her fingers through his hair in a very comforting matter. She was truly his close friend

" Do not give up on him yet. Can you think of any recent occurrences that may have led him to believe that you are unfaithful? Also, I noticed that you have turned down all other offers for dates. Could there be something happening with him that we are not aware of? " She asked gently

Taehyung paused to think a little, was there something going on with Jungkook to make him believe that Taehyung was cheating on him?

" I don't think so...him and I have been perfect so far, it's just the championship and things that started this but, I'm going so I'm just going to have to tell him to deal with it...gosh, I miss my man " Taehyung cried out, shoving his face into a pillow

" I just don't want to divorce him "

" Don't be like that Tae, I know he loves you very much! You know that you can always come to me when you have these problems! I'm always here to help you " Bàllaria poked him and ruffled his hair

" I know I can, you and Maria were two of the tenths of people who didn't stare at me crazy because I was the only Asian person on the team " Taehyung laughed as he moved to lay his head on her lap 

" I know what you mean babes when you said you get stared at a lot. I'm the only black person on the whole teams, I get looked at like I'm an exotic animals " Ballaria laughed and placed her hands on his hair

As they talked for a little moment, Taehyung looked at the clock to see that it was almost 11:00pm. He had a good conversation with his friend but, he probably did need to get back home. It was getting late

" I think I should leave now, I know that your girlfriend is going to come home soon and you said that two to fuck a lot so I'll give you guys your space " Taehyung chuckled, teasing his friend who's mouth dropped and she immediately covered her face

" That is not true! Did I tell you that? " She asked, not sure if she said that out loud in practice. She had a big mouth so she doesn't remember if she said that out loud or do herself in practice maybe

" I probably did say that- I'm going to fight you, quit it" She pointed at Taehyung who hugged her gently and got up to get his jacket. He didn't want to go back home and face Jungkook, especially since he kind of made the impression that he was going to cheat on him when that was not the case at all

He was just extremely pissed off, all he wanted was for his husband to have a little bit of truth in him

" Thank you so much for your advice. I love you very much. I think that he and I might need to see a counselor. I will try to talk to him about it, but if he ignores me like a two-year-old, it may be necessary to seek outside help " Taehyung laughed as he made his way to the door

" Tae, make sure to remember that the game is in two days so make sure that we have all the steps down for the cheers! And meet us at the studio tomorrow so we can get our cute ass new uniforms" Bàllaria squealed and waved good bye at him

Taehyung nodded his head and deeded his goodbye and walked out the house. He made his way to his car and got inside. More so, he started the car and made his way to his apartment

He dragged his ass inside of the apartment. Reaching to unlock the door. The kitchen light and he looked inside to see Jungkook sitting down at the table. Maybe staying up late to finish work

" I love you " Taehyung mumbled as he walked passed Jungkook, who's ever were directly on him . When he heard his husbands footsteps faint, he sighed and looked up at the ceiling sadly 

" I love you too "

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