Chanmin one-Shots

9.

Chan wanted to cry, he wanted to scream, break things, tear his own hair out even. Nothing could console him, not even Felix's warm embrace and Changbins words of consolment. He could have done something, anything. Now he has to live with the fact that he was helpless at a time that his members really needed help. 

Both Seungmin and Hyunjin were now needing serious medical help, they were just holding hands so they wouldn't get separated as fans tried to push past the security guards to get a picture of the group. It was quite a normal thing to do, it was routine for seungmin to hold at least one members hand when they were in airports. 

One second they were right in front of chan, the next Seungmin had been harshly pulled into the mob of countless fans. Hyunjin also getting pulled over while he was holding seungmins hand, they were fine at first. Only till Seungmin fell over and ended up being stepped on, Hyunjin had panicked and tried to get down to grab him.

That only ended with the taller being jumped on and shoved to the floor, things got crazy after that. Chan and the other members were pushed and shoved by staff and bodyguards to get somewhere safer, the whole group didn't know what was going on. 

At least the rest of them except for Chan, he was behind all of them so he saw the two get pulled. And there they were now, Chan was freaking out. He and Seungmin had just confessed to one another the night prior and now for all Chan knows the brunette could be seriously hurt. The brunette that he had been crushing on for years, the brunette who was finally his, the brunette who keeps Chan fed, the brunette who would do anything to keep Chan safe. 

And Chan couldn't even help him in return. 

Hours later a post put out by JYP told the raven haired man the two idols were in critical condition after the incident, it explained everything else as well. Everything to the cancellation of many plans that the group had and a brief list of what exactly had happened to the two. 

It detailed the injuries they had suffered and that it would take a while till they were able to perform, this only made Chan spiral even more. He blamed himself for not getting them out of the mob before the accident had happened, he could have done something. 

(None of this next section is true, it's just for the story. Chan is beautiful, the most awesomest, kindest, sweetest, leader in the world. He is on another level of greatness and still humble, Chan is amazing always) 

Now he's left alone in his room with his own thoughts, he was a horrible person. He's the scum of the earth, he had the power to do something and didn't. 'it's all my fault' repeated in Chan's head endlessly, seemingly endless tears streamed down his face.