11 - Hanna (Past)

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𝙂𝙤𝙡𝙙'𝙨 𝙛𝙖𝙠𝙚 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙡 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙝𝙪𝙧𝙩𝙨

𝘼𝙣𝙙 𝙣𝙤𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙝𝙪𝙧𝙩𝙨 𝙬𝙝𝙚𝙣 𝙄'𝙢 𝙖𝙡𝙤𝙣𝙚

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Hanna's POV: 

"Hey, look at me. Breathe, okay? Just-"

I can't.

"And out. You need to relax."

I can't.

"You'll pull your hair out."

I can't.

"Hanna. Look at me I said," her firm voice.

I can't.

She snaps her fingers in my face and I snap out of my trance, finally looking up. She reached out, and takes my hands from my hair. I realize now why I have a headache. She lets go of my hands and I see my fists are full of short brown strands. Fuck.

I look up again and she's looking at me with concern. Those eyes-

"You okay now?" Izzy asks softly.

I'm about to nod, then about to shake my head, so I just don't respond.

No, I'm not okay. Within the last week, I killed my best friend who was like a brother to me, the girl I cared about then she ran away and the last thing we did was fight and god I fucking hate her but I love her and I'm worried and if she gets bitten I'll never forgive myself but she better not because I can't kill another friend and-

"Hanna?"

I swallow. "Yeah, I'm good," I nod, but my voice betrays me.

Izzy shakes her head, sympathetic. "You're not good. I know you're not."

I inhale shakily. "No, I-I'm not but.. you can't really do anything."

She smiles sadly. "I guess. If there is something I can do will you tell me?"

"I will, don't worry."

"Okay. Thank you," Izzy offers a smile and I return it.

She moves forward to sit next to me against the wall, and barely touches her pinkie finger against mine. I notice this and just lace my fingers through hers. She turns her head away slightly, biting her lip, cheeks pink.

I think she likes me.

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//By @ThatBi_IrishGirl :D

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