Hate To Love

Ch.32

Lisa POV

I drove my car but not to the way home I really need my parents now so I dicided to visit them.

After I drive for like 15 minutes finally I'm here.

I get out from my car and go straight to the cemetery.

The sky is pretty dark right now I think it will rain soon.

I walk and walk until I saw a familiar gravestones.

"Hello mom, hye dad". I said and sit on the grass.

"How are you guys up there?". I ask them.

"I'm good you guys don't have to worry about me". I said.

Yups I always do this. Even tho they don't answer me but I'm sure they can hear me.

If people saw me they will think I'm crazy because I'm talking to my self but I don't care.

My mom is on the right side and on the left side is my father and now I'm sitting in the middle of them.

"I miss you both". I said and my tears rolling down from my cheeks.

I hear the thunder and I can feel the rain drop on my skin.

They're sad.

"Oh don't be sad, I'm okay I'm really o-ok". I said and cry.

"I really want to hug you both Right now". I said and hug my self because the rain is getting havier and my clothes are wet right now.

"Mom, dad am I a bad person? Why...why I never have a happy life?"...

"I should have followed you guys long time ago maybe I can be happy with the both of you". I said and cry harder.

"She's lying"...

"She's cheating on me"...

"It hurt so much m-mom.... why m-me?".

"I l-love her but why she do t-this to me".

The rain is getting more havier just like my tears the thunder is getting louder just like my scream.....

I just let myself cry and I lay down on the grass.......I don't want to go home yet I want to stay here with my parents and tell them that their daughter is broken hearted.

That their daughter is not okay.

That their daughter is in love.

But nobody loves their daughter.

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I Didn't realise that I stay at the cemetery for like 5 hours just want to met my parents and cry my heart out.

"Bye mom bye dad, take care up there and don't worry about me your daughter is strong.....and I-i love you both I love you so much and I miss you guys so much I go now I promise I'll visit you guys again bye." And after that I left and get inside my car.

The sky is already dark and I'm freezing here.

"ACHOOOO!". I sneezed.

Nice I'm sure I'll get fever.

I take my phone from my hand bag and turn it on.

31 Missed Call from "wifey"

10 message from "wifey"

I turn off my phone and drove away.

I don't want to think about what happened earlier.

I'm sure I'll cry again.