Heal Me (Completed)

Forgive me for i have sinned (Finale)

A few months later
Asia's POV

It's been officially a 10 months since me and diamond agreed to have our little arrangement. It's really hard because I really have feelings for her but, she doesn't do relationships. I haven't even talked to my bestfriend in a while just because I feel like all of this is so embarrassing.

I'm honestly debating on whether or not I should talk to her about letting me out of the contract because I don't know if I can do this anymore. It seems like she had me on her mind at the same time because a text came to my phone from her that broke me from my thoughts.

It read: "Are you going to be busy tonight around 8pm?" She never really asks me am I busy, this is weird. I texted back and told her no. She texted me back almost immediately and told me to dress fancy because she was taking me out somewhere tonight and that her driver will be by to pick me up.

I really don't know how to feel right now. Part of me is excited but the other part of me is confused and conflicted because I'm over this whole bdsm contract thing, I really should have researched more about it. I texted back ok, see you then. As I was going to figure out what to wear, my ring camera went off.

I walked to the door and it was my bestfriend. "I haven't seen you in about 3 months, are we even still bestfriends at this point?"she asked. "I have been busy with a lot of things going on at one time, but come in." I said. She came in and sat down on my couch. "So, what's been going on lately?" "Busy with work amongst other things." I told her. I don't know if I want to go into detail about the whole contract thing with diamond just because I don't have time for the lecture right now. "Are you and diamond still talking or what's up with that?" She asked. I internally screamed because I was hoping she didn't ask about that. "We are... talking, it's complicated, I can't really talk about it right now because I have to go get ready to see her." I told her. I saw her eyeing my body and I totally forgot I had a bruise on my thigh from getting slapped with a paddle the last time we had sex.

"Is she beating you Asia?" "Girl no, what the hell?" I can't even be mad that she came to that conclusion because I haven't told her anything and I have a bruise so of course it looks weird from her end. "Asia, are you lieing to me?" She asked me with a very stern voice. "It's nothing like that, it's just really complicated to talk about but basically I'm under a bdsm contract with her where we don't do anything but have sex but she just asked me to put on something fancy because we're going out which is weird because we never really go out." I said in basically one breath. "I have so many questions but I know you don't have time to answer them so I'm not even about to ask." "I have time." "Ok, for starters, what in the Samuel fuck is a bdsm contract?"

One hour later

I broke down the whole thing from beginning to end Kaylee. I even told her about how I caught feelings and how I don't want to be in the contract anymore. Surprisingly, she didn't judge me... that much. After a while of catching up, I realized that I had to start getting ready asap or I was going to be late so I escorted Kaylee out and went to my closet to go find something to wear.

After about 30 minutes of searching through my closet, I picked out a long black silk dress with feathers at the bottom with my Chanel heels.

So I can feel your music in my body
Cause you the only out of everybody
Who can deal with all my ways
But you control the flames
So I just wanna stay right here with you

After a very relaxing shower, I got out and put on my outfit. At the same time, diamond texted me and told me that her driver was on their way to get me. I hurried up because I didn't know how far he was and I still have to do my makeup, hair and put on finishing touches.

35 minutes later

By the time I completely finished getting ready, I heard my ring camera go off, I grabbed my Chanel bag and made sure to look up everything before I stepped outside.

"How are you doing today, Ms. Diamond told me to tell you to put on this blindfold and these headphones please." I did as I was told but I was very confused. If this is some weird kinky shit, I swear I will hurt Diamond.

I didn't know what else to do so I connected the headphones to my phone and played music, I don't know how far the car ride is so why not have a concert session.

40 minutes later
I noticed that we were driving for a long time so I began to wonder where the hell were we going, I was lowkey panicking because it was so many thoughts running through my mind, what if I'm getting kidnapped. As I was having a mini panic session I felt the car come to a complete stop and my door being opened.

My headphone was taken off and someone said "I will take it from here, thank you. I noticed that it was diamond. "Diamond, where are we and what are you doing?" I asked. "Just chill, I got you." That made me relax for some reason so I just decided to be quiet and just waited. I heard lots of loud noises and I heard the sound of a helicopter. She took my blindfold off and it took a minute for my eyes to readjust but I noticed that we were in front of a helicopter.

"Oh my god, is this for us?" I asked. "Of course, I'm taking you somewhere special, let's get on." She said."I have never been in a helicopter before." I confessed. "Don't worry, you can hold on to me if you want to, I promise I won't let anything happen to you." I took her word for it and hopped on the helicopter, we had a pilot so I wasn't too worried.

As the helicopter rose off of the ground, I started looking around at the scenery. It was beautiful, looking at all of the tall buildings, lights, cars, views, it was breath-taking.

It could be a room full of people, you still on my side.
Look at how the whole world is searching, but I got mine
It's emotional, uncontrollable, all I think about is you
So if the tears wanna flood my gates

25 minutes later

We landed in a field. I can't really tell where we were because I have never been on this side of town before. "You ready to see what the surprise is?" "Yes!" I said excitedly. We started walking and I instantly seen a beautiful set up. "Diamond, this is beautiful." "Stand right here." "Ok."

"I just wanted to tell you that you changed me into a better person, before I met you I was a soul that was so lost and hurt and traumatized by everything I went through, but being with you has made me grow into a person I never thought that I would become again, you healed me so now it's my turn to heal all of the wounds that I may have caused. I want to make love to your body, caress your body, not leave bruises, I want to tell you how much I love and appreciate you and when you're tired from work I can come home and cater to you, I don't wanna do the contract anymore."

I have never heard those words come out of her mouth, ever. I'm so speechless, I don't know what to say. "What are you saying?" "I'm saying, I don't want to do the contract anymore because I love you and I can't keep hurting you the way I hurt you, so will you accept my promise and proposal to start over and do right by you?" "Yes, I will." As soon as I said yes, fireworks went off in the sky. "No way, oh my god."

To heal or to be healed? I guess it all boils down to how bad do you want it?