Not Again!!!

Chapter 3

To the hell with the pain!!!!

not this time Sira..i...will...not...let....you...mess with my mind again,I am going to give you what you deserve!!

"what do you think?" I asked Hannes.

"is apologizing for what you did is so embarrassing Rachel?"

"no, my dear fiancée , not at all...but...you need to tell me what am I going to apologize for right, I need to know my mistake before I ask for forgiveness, don't you think Sira"

"stop talking like that we are at workplace, and since you don't know what you did wrong then let me tell you, you are responsible for making Sira like this" said Hanes as he pointed a finger towards her.

"oh really, I really did not know that, I was responsible for that, do you also think so Sira, hmm?" 

"no...no" she said turning her head from one side to another.

"stop intimidating her!"

"am I? so now I will ask others?" 

my my I can't even control my victorious smile even when I just started.

"so guys...let me ask you if I asked one of you to bring me a cup of coffee...what would you do?"

"we'll go to cafeteria and make it ma'am, isn't it obvious ",replied one of the workers, aah just to the point wait I am going to reward you later.

"yes right it's s obvious, what about you Hannes"

"it's the same for me"

"hmm....good now since you accepted this then let me ask again...but if some worker... does not understand this simple logic and in the process got herself so dishevelled....it is my fault?" I said as I turned around around.

no

no

of course not

how is it your fault 

"what about you Sira did I ask you to, yes?"

"no...no...I was the one who went.." said Sira and then started crying.

what a person always victimizing herself.

"And yes some people may still not believe what I said so please go and check the cctv footage as you like, and I tell you I said all of this and cleared a nonsense situation even in which I was not at fault, because I don't want to turn into a villain just because someone cries every time without even realising what they did " ,these words came out of me and i felt so satisfied, oh why I did not realise earlier clearing a situation give more pleasure than to retaliate through other means, oh so satisfying.

I finished my long speech and left the vicinity. Hannes, your blind love for her was too much for me, but this time I will not let it crush my beautiful life.

and then I left 

"ah! who is it!" turning I came face to face with Hannes as i was just outside the company headquarters.

"ah! you are hurting me!"

"why did you do that?!!"

"what! let me go first"

"why did you have to make a fool of Sira infront of everyone? WHY!!!'

"Fool of her and what do you think you were doing when you told me to apologise to Sira infront of everyone, huh!!" I said as I pushed him away with my both hands.

"why! what was wrong about it , if you were wrong you should apologise", he said only to make me shock even more

"I really did not know that you were so blind and already fallen so much for her"

"what are you saying, don't hurt her reputation"

This man, I glanced at him, the man I loved so much and when I said you have fallen for her, instead of clearing any misunderstanding for his fiancé, he defended Sira, did you even care for me at all. In my previous life you forced me to apologize infront of everyone, you made a girl who had thought of herself above everyone, who was cherished by everyone she had met, until now, you did not even think how hurt her ego will be when you chose the other girl infront of everyone instead me, who you grew up with, who was also your finance.

Let alone siding with me because you were my fiancé you'd not even care to look into the matter before you judged me, I was so  blind. The thing which you accused be of happened privately, he knew that, even if it was my fault you could have taken us somewhere private and asked me to apologize to her, but no you did not care, you never care for me.

but all of this does not matter anymore, and i will not confront you for this, never, never ever, because it does not matter, does not matter at all......

but..but..why am i teary eyed, i took my fingers to my eyes, i am crying. oh my body don't betray me, will you.

"you..you are crying"

"whatever!" 

"what"

"something is more important for me waiting at home, than to waste my time here with you", I wiped my tears and turned and started my car and left. 

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