Made For Me

Stay With Me

"WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS SERENITY!" Naiairi yells looking at Serenity in anger in her eyes. Serenity looks at the phone and back at her sister. "Lower your damn voice, and why are you going through my phone anyway?". "I wanted to know who was blowing up your phone and look who I see! Serenity you can't be with him, he has a girlfriend! Plus Michael Jackson's son! The paparazzi probably got pics of yall!" Naiairi proclaimed with her hands on her hips, Serenity gets up and closes her office door. "Didn't I say keep your voice down! What the fuck is wrong with you! You had no right to go through my damn phone! I'm a grown woman and I can do what I damn well please!" Serenity hissed while putting her hair in a bun and puts her phone in her back pocket. "I know he has a girl Naiairi but, I enjoy my time with him. I love him. I'm in love with him. Serenity sighs in glee. Naiairi then walks around the office looking very livid with her hand on her head. "LOVE!?BITCH!? IN LOVE!! WHAT THE FUCK YOU MEAN YOU'RE IN LOVE! YOU BARELY KNOW THIS NIGGA! YOU JUST LOVE THE DICK!". With a quick glance Serenity sees some of her employees looking confused and concerned, she then gives them a sign that she's okay and close the blinds. "Naiairi, please! Yes, yes I'm in love with him and I'm not ashamed of it. Sorry not sorry, I haven't been this happy in so long. I deserve this." Tears begin to form Serenity's eyes as Naiairi looks at her in disappointment. "Brat, you're not in love. You're still in mourning over Jeong and you're just trying to distract yourself with something." The room became a ghost town of silence for an uncomfortable minute. Serenity looks at her sister, snatches her keys, before she leaves she looks back at her big sister with tears now flowing down her face. "Brat... I-I'm sorry. I shouldn't have said that." Naiairi whispers. "But I'm trying to protect you and not get you hurt or caught up." Serenity shakes her head and says "Find your own way home!" Naiairi looks at her Brat Brat with sorrow in her eyes. "Fuck you!" Serenity hissed as more tears flow. She then walks out of the building and drives home.

4 hours later
Tissues gives a paper trail from the kitchen and back to the living room where Serenity is laying on the couch in her silk red robe with a white tank top and black boy shorts and her hair in a pineapple. The sounds of the tv playing throwbacks of Jeong and her in home video
style, pint of peanut butter ice cream with a spoon sitting next to her with a now empty box of tissue. Another game of ping pong phone call from Naiairi one minute and Prince the next as they try to get a hold of her. Serenity grabs her phone and puts it on airplane mode so she's not disturbed, she then covers herself up with a tiger blanket and matching tiger stuffed animal Jeong had won for her from a fair game. She named it Saesha. A name those two had seriously joked about if they were to have a baby girl, Serenity gave the name to the tiger a month after Jeong was killed in a drive by. She lets out a big cry as a part in the video showing his parents filming them opening gifts on they got each other Christmas with Serenity's family also being there. A knock suddenly burst through the depressed atmosphere. "GO AWAY! LEAVE ME ALONE!" Serenity yells throwing the last tissue towards the door. "Serenity open the door please!" A voice calls from the outside. "LEAVE ME ALONE!" Serenity shouts back at the voice. "Baby girl please open the door. I know something's wrong." The voice calls again. Serenity gets up from the couch,puts on her Chinese slippers and slowly walks to the door trying not to step on glass. She then peaks through the window and sees Prince outside,she opens the door just a little bit so he won't see the mess. She looks at his shoes to avoid his eyes. In a low soft teary voice she goes "Hey Mike... it's actually not a good time right now. Can you come back tomorrow?" Without a beat he takes a peak inside from what he could visualize, glass from a bottle is shown. He then lifts her head up and looks into her eyes, she looks away as she tries not to cry again. "Please go." She says and he shakes his head no and tells her to let him in. Serenity quickly comes to terms that he is leaving so she steps aside as he walks into the dark somber abyss. The door closes behind him and now locked. Now that he's in the house the smell of wine fills the air with tissues and glass cover the floor. He then walks slowly into into the living to see the cause of the scene, the tv still on but now it's a video of Serenity scaring Jeong for his birthday as his gift is behind her back. "Excuse the mess or whatever I really don't care." Serenity scoffs as she begins to walk back to the living room, before she could get far from him, Prince steps in front of her and gives her a hug. Serenity tries to push him away while telling him to leave her go, the hug getting tighter and serenity begins to cry again and fall to her knees. The entrance is now filled with yelling and loud screams as the phrase "Why" is repeated out of Serenity's mouth. Serenity is lifted into the air as Prince holds her and walks to the couch and lays down with Serenity on top of him. The hug gets tighter as Prince whispers in her that he knows how she feels about that he's here for her. The cries get louder as she looks back at the tv, looking at the love of her life who was taken too soon. "I miss him so much. Why did he have to go! Why was he taken from me!" Serenity yells and hits Prince's chest! "ITS NOT FAIR!" Serenity exclaiming still pounding on his chest. The tears fall from Prince's face as he knows the pain all too well. He doesn't say anything after and just uses one hand to run his fingers softly through her back and the other to caress her hair. Moments past as the tv turns off and the cries become lower and Serenity falls asleep, slowly Prince begins to get up with Serenity still attached to him. He grabs the stuffed animal and begins to take his woman and her stuffed animal upstairs to her room. He lays her down and tucks her into bed with the stuffed tiger, she wakes up a little bit and says "Please don't go.. stay with me. I need you." Prince bends down and says " I'm not going nowhere I'm staying right here. I'm just gonna go back downstairs and clean up the mess, I'll be back I promise. When you wake up I'll be right next to you holding you tight. Okay baby girl?" Serenity nods her head yes and goes back to sleep. Prince then kisses her head and walks downstairs to clean.