My Self-harm Story ( Caitlin )

My Self-harm Story: Part 1 School

School was always so fucking hard for me.

I've been diagnosed with Dyslexia at a young age ( 7 years old)  and  I've done a same year two times.

Because of my dixslexia and doing my year again two times, I was always nervous and stressed cause I didn't feel as tho I was normal and smart.

Also I was always older then everyone else that was in the same grade as me and that made me feel so much more stupid and feeling like a fucking disappointment and failure.

I thought I was dumb and so so stupid. That my brain had a big problem.

I had a few friends that I later figure out that they were just laughing at me and talking behind my back.

Also my teacher were so so horrible to me, i was treated really badly by all of them.

They didn't do anything about the bullying either verbally or physically, they just didn't give a shit.

So yeah, primary school was so shitty! I had no real freinds, no good teachers, no one to defend me and help me with my difficulties. They just left me.

I left school at my 6th year, in the second week of the beginning of the year. In 6th year, I was still the lonly dumb weird kid that was much older then everybody else. 

Next is what I did after I left my primary school...