My Self-harm Story ( Caitlin )

Suicide Attempts

Hi everybody, yesterday or the 19th I posted that i had self harm and that I had a date to kill myself.

I actually almost die. I'm fine now. I didn't die, I'm still alive. I'm here.

I dont really know what to say but I wanna say thank you for all my friends and close family and my boyfriend AJ for helping me getting through this shit and just keep loving and caring about me.

I wanna say that I'm happy you saved me but that would be a lie.

I'm happy that your happy I'm here.

But I'm sad and depressed and feeling completely horrible that my attempt didnt work because that would mean that I have to continue with this fucking life that I wanna end.

But I'm not gonna try to end it again at least for a long time...

I will try to get better I will but it will take time and it will be hard for everybody around me and I wanna say sorry in advance.

Thank you for being there still.

Love you all ❤

Caitlin