you ; sunjay [RE-WRITING]

009, 𝖍𝖎𝖒

YOU!

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sunoo pov

soobin-hyung rolled his eyes and said, "yeonjun, i think they've had enough. let them go. they get it."

"fine," yeonjun finally relented, though his tone still carried an edge. "but this better not happen again." he shot me one last look. "understand, sunoo?"

"yes, hyung," i mumbled, keeping my head down.

"good. let's go," yeonjun said, walking ahead of me to the car.

"bye, hyung" i spoke softly to jay, he looked like he was lost in a thought when he snapped out and looked at me and smiled.  

i followed yeonjun quietly, sliding into the passenger seat. the drive was tense, with hyung's voice filling the space.

"do you realize how dangerous that was? what if someone recognized you? or worse?" his tone was exasperated, but i just nodded along, my mind somewhere else entirely.

jay.

his voice, his laugh, the way his confidence made everything seem so effortless. he had this way of making people feel at ease, even in the most stressful situations. i thought about the way he joked earlier, his flirty comments that were so casual yet so charming. jay was... cool. like, really cool.

"sunoo, are you even listening?" yeonjun's sharp tone snapped me out of my thoughts.

"yes, hyung," i said quickly, though i had no idea what he had just said.

he sighed, clearly annoyed, but didn't press further. the rest of the ride was silent, and i was thankful for it. it gave me more time to think—about jay.

when we finally reached my place, i muttered a quiet, "thank you, hyung," before heading inside. the apartment was quiet, just the way i liked it. i kicked off my shoes and dropped onto the couch, letting out a deep sigh.

jay's face popped into my mind again. his teasing smirk, the way his hair fell perfectly without him even trying, the warmth in his eyes when he looked at me. i groaned, burying my face in a pillow. why couldn't i stop thinking about him?

but it didn't make sense. we had only just met. this was only the second day of knowing him. how could i feel this way already?  did he even like boys? the thought made my chest tighten. i had never thought i would fall so quickly or for him, everything felt so confusing.

jay was just being himself, right? flirty, confident, effortlessly cool. but why did it feel different when he looked at me? why did he have to make my heart race when he smiled?

and then there was the fake dating. it was supposed to be just that—fake. so why did i suddenly want it to be real? why was i scared he would notice how i looked at him? what if he got uncomfortable? the idea of him pulling away, of him not wanting to be around me, terrified me.

i sat up, running a hand through my hair. "this is ridiculous," i muttered to myself. but no matter how much i tried to push the thoughts away, they kept coming back.

jay. his laugh, his voice, the way he made me feel. it was like he had this unintentional charm that i couldn't resist. my cheeks heated at the memory of him earlier, his playful banter making me laugh despite everything.

i shook my head, trying to clear my thoughts. but deep down, i knew—this wasn't just admiration. it was something more. and that scared me.

i sighed, lying back on the couch and staring at the ceiling. "what are you doing to me, jay?" i whispered, the weight of my thoughts pressing down on me.

as the night went on, sleep didn't come easily. my mind kept replaying every little moment from earlier, every word he said, every glance he gave me. and with each thought, the realization became clearer: i was falling for him.

and i had no idea what to do about it.

it was too quick and i wasn't ready.

i knew he wasn't ready.

i just knew.

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