Heartstrings and Hesitations (Epistolary)

066

Messenger

hiraya's ✨

Today 12:28 PM

Seraphine Janina
saan kayo kakain?

Kayleigh
Hinihintay ko pa si Archer eh

Harper
sa cafeteria ako kakain

sasabay ka ba, Raja?

Seraphine Janina
yes, please

patapos na ang meeting namin sa council

Kayleigh
Hindi sasabay si Thorn sa'yo?

Seraphine Janina
no

we're not talking anymore

and it's my fault

Harper
huh???

why???

Seraphine Janina
i rejected him

when he asked me on my birthday

Kayleigh
Rejected what?!

You rejected him?

Why?

I thought you like him, Raja

And it's so obvious that you are smitten to him

Harper
wait, palabas na ako ng classroom

sa amin ka na sumabay sa lunch Kayleigh

hayaan mo muna si Archer

Seraphine Janina
i like him, yes

but i have my hesitations and all

because of my family

idk

it hurts that i hurt him because i have hold backs

and i feel like i'm mad at my life rn because i'm still struggling to get out of my family's expectations

Kayleigh
Your happiness is important, Raja

It's okay to take your time and sort your feelings

I'm sure Thorn will understand

I know his feelings for you isn't shallow

Seraphine Janina
i don't know how to talk to him

i just wish it wasn't so complicated

i'm stuck in this cycle of pleasing my family and ignoring my own feelings

nasasayangan din ako sa friendship na nabuo namin

Harper
mahirap ang mapunta sa ganiyang sitwasyon, Raja

but your happiness should come first

it's okay to set boundaries and make choices that are best for you

Kayleigh
I agree

Take the time to figure things out and make decisions that are right for you, Raja

We're always here to support you

Seraphine Janina
thank you

your words means a lot to me

for now, i just wanna go home and rest for a bit

Harper
ingat, Raja!

susunduin ka ba ng driver niyo?

Seraphine Janina
idk

i'll text him after this

Kayleigh
Just chat us if hindi ka masusundo ng driver niyo
❤️2