The Deal With A Jinn

"loneliness"

The pics of loneliness she's going through:-

THIRD PERSON,

Since then two months has passed. she terribly tried to forget about him, but he build his house in her mind alongwith heart that she can't madly even focus on anything, despite the anger in her heart is running wild. even though it's her fault to completely ignore his confession. She starts to eat lighter her mum asked why she's behaving like this but she blame the sucker physics in front her telling her I'm in harvest of tension about exams, that's what she's telling her mum since 2 months. When he was vanished in the air she just thought that he will be seen tomorrow morning but he didn't! she aspect him to be seen in night but he didn't come. and waiting after waiting but he didn't come and didn't even let her feel any presence of him. She started to think that why he is distancing himself because he found another or something else! her mind was filled with these types of thoughts. now it was her habit to sit behind the window and think alot.

She was walking on street again thinking of him her slanted eyes narrowed down her flawless shining lashes making shadow on her soft spotless puffy cheeks, she was like an angry child who didn't get her favourite toy alongwith filled anger but with 'hani' it was glimpse of sadness mixed too!

Walking straight to home the clouds starts to form in gray color the whole sky was filled with dark heavy clouds that, in case that starts raining then will not end until 3 hrs. yet she didn't give any care to it. she was heading college to home she didn't get bus so she decided to walk by herself.

She was alone walking on the side of highway no trace of cars nor trucks even a human. despite the fact that her college was so far away from her home.

Tip,tip,tip the drops fall on her eye lashes again on the lips then again her body. her thoughts started to mix with innocent emotions feeling abundance looking into the wide sky that starts to shower on her. her glistening slanted eyes starts contrast moreover the pure tears starts to mix with the rain drops on her puffy cheeks.
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Shayri ho jaye:-

Sari duniya ki riwajo se bagawat ki thi?
Tumko yaad hai jab Maine mohabbat ki thi"
Use rajdar ma'an kar bataya tha Hal- e -dil apna?
Phir uss shaks ne mujhse adawat ki thi,
Jab Teri yaado me ankho ko bhigo Diya tha?
To Maine tasbi pe ek naam ki tilawat ki thi?
Use chor kar jab haste hue Ghar aaya......
Itna Roya ki aankho ne shikayat ki thi?
Mera ujadne ka sabak jabhi koi puchta hai ab?
Bus itna keh deta hun?
Ke mohabbat ki thi💔?
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She stands still for a moment she starts to falter to strength in leg to walk with energy most likely she was limping on the road her college bag was drenched wet because of rain.

HANI POV,

I hate it ! I was never into emotions like this, he abundant me even making me feel miserable. I'm sick of this! I need to overcome with it. I believe that he's not gonna come anymore; after that sorrowful confession. i lost my sence my appetite! What did he done to me? in 3 days ! A jinn, what! like humans was not enough for me but to fall for a jinn in love! I dig my own grave. by beleiveing on his confession not once but twice, but i rejected it, it aches my sorrowful heart to the deep.
My chest filled with guiltyness my eyes filled with tears my lips got a shaky smile I AM A SYCO! not to mention, I'm alone i might be in depression. I was desperately aspecting him to see everyday and overnight! it seems easy for him to forget me! Now I swear to myself that if he tried to come in contect with me i will bit him up on his fair cheeks. I swear to myself that I will not fall for him in love ever again. he betrayed me ! Even make me like this no any control on myself anymore. I'm sure i did something bad that this thing came in my life! to RUIN me. I will not forgive him until he beggs. I will make him kneel for doing this to me!