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Yashal's pov

After coming home I straight went towards Eomma's room she must be waiting for me, reaching her room I took off Abaya while saying" Aslam alaikum Eomma." Eomma looked at me while saying" Walaikum Aslam Yashal have you seen time? where is Taemoor?"
I threw Abaya while taking breath I never wears veil that's why I was catching breath to get air for my lungs,

"Eomma because of me Taemoor had to left me late, and I said him to go back home Eomma will scold you "

I lied while beating my inner self then I looked around " where is appa ?Has he not come yet?"

"He called me while he was asking about you" Eomma said with a worried tone as she wanted to say something " then didn't you say that I'm out with Taemoor?" Eomma looked at me with an angry surprised face then she said.

" How can I tell him on the call that you are out, so I lied that you are here in your room ." I immediately put my hand on my forehead in shock" Eomma ! why you said this to Appa let him come I will tell everything. " I said while taking my Abaya and things ." whatever I felt right at that time I told on call, Yashal let me see your shopping, Taemoor has bought all this?. You didn't buy anything for me. ?"Eomma asked looking at me with searching eyes,I smiled then I said

" Eomma it's all Taemoor had buyed and I don't know what is in these bags let me see first then I will show you in morning, in this time I just wanna take shower first Allah Hafiz good night " saying that I left the room, Eomma just left shooking her head .

after coming my room firstly I Hung my Abaya on hanger threw my dupatta on bed and lay down while bags were beside me on bed,

The world of thoughts opened like as it was waiting for me to be alone think about it, a hand on my belly another arm on my forehead eyes on somewhere but on wall,

today's every clip started coming Infront of me, not as a thoughts ,but as a reflection, I was seeing this on wall, my eyes were fixed on wall but in eyes, in My eyes there was his reflection, the way he was smiling, the way he was admiring me, the way he was making eye contact with me, the way he was making me eat, the way he was saying me to get down from swing ride, the way he was laughing after swing ride, the way he was choosing jhumke ( ear rings) for me, , the way he was wiping blood from my wrist, the way he was calling my name loudly on ride, the way he looks at me, the way he takes care of me, the way he gets upset thinking that I'm died, the way he caressed my back while I was listening his heart beat, that was faster yeah his heart beat was pounding, throbbing on that time it was not normal beat, he was trembling when he touched my cheek that I'm alive or not, I could see his eyes were wet on that time but he was controlling himself to just show me that he's brave but he's not, maybe he's but on that time he was too weak,

Today Yashal faced another Taemoor. Today I met with another Taemoor that I never saw before ,a Taemoor that I never want to forget, I can't forget.

He shouted at me but I didn't felt bad but as he became silent it felt like someone killed me, why why Allah, he threaten me that he will do something if I won't listen him, but I didn't scared even for a moment, but I was scared that what if he didn't talk to me after that, what if don't want to see me after that, what if he......

thinking about all the scene we created today it was all fictional scene that I made with him, I just read about that but today we created ,all was seeming to me as a dream,

I wasn't smiling at all, I was just looking at wall thinking about all the memories we made, we enjoyed a lot it was fun, care, emotions, laugh's, amusement, sadness all happened at the same time

The beautiful day of my life with beautiful person,

There was no sound in the room . I was just listening to my breaths and a sound when I was closing my eyelids. There was no sound of anything that could divert my mind or could take attention or could bring me into the world.