Shawn Mendes Imagines

Apart

Shawn has been on tour for 2 months so far, and had one more to go before you got to see him again. You talked on the phone pretty often, but with time differences and both of you being busy, it didn't always work out.

You missed him a lot. Sometimes more than you thought you could ever miss someone. Tonight was one of those nights when you needed him to be with you. You ached to see his beautiful smile in person, and touch his perfect body, and hear that laugh that never failed to make you smile.

It was 1AM and you couldn't sleep. You were jealous of all the girls who got to see him tonight. Hear him sing, see him play his guitar and do what he loves. You get out of bed and search for one of Shawn's shirts. Before he left for tour you had him sleep in a couple t-shirts to leave with you. When you missed him you put one on and his scent made you feel safe.

You pulled it over your head and crawled back into bed still overwhelmed with emotion. You cry into your pillow.

You reach for your phone to call Shawn. It was likely he wouldn't pick up, he's probably in an interview or sleeping or something. You didn't even know what time it was where he was but you had to try. Just hearing his voice would make the distance between you two seem less drastic.

"Y/n?"

His soothing voice made you instantly feel warm and cozy.

"Hi Shawn, I-I know i-it's late b-but I needed to t-talk to you," you said, your voice still shaky from crying.

"Are you crying baby? Please don't cry y/n. I miss you so much and I know how hard it's been. The only thing getting me through this tour is the fact that I'll get to be with you in a short month. I promise it'll go by fast and I'll be home before you know it." His voice broke. He was crying.

SHAWN'S POV

There's so much I want to say to her but I'm not strong enough. It kills me knowing that she's upset and I'm the reason.

"Shawn!" My manager yells from across the room.

I ignore him and try to think of something that would make y/n feel better.

"SHAWN!" He yells again. Obviously I have somewhere to be, but the only place I wanted to be is with y/n.

"I have to go baby I'm so sorry. I promise I'll call you as soon as I get the chance. Hang in there, I love you so much."

I ended the call, feeling crushed. I wanted to sooth her, make her feel like I was there for her but I can't. I just can't. And it kills me.

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This one's so sad I cried while writing it.

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