4 months went by and I had lost significant weight, I was now only 89 pounds. I wore baggy pants and sweatshirts all the time, I skipped school and avoided Anthony ALL the time. In fact, I hadn't even seen him the last 4 months.
I sat in my room staring into space, rarely blinking. I had changed a lot, not just my weight/appearance, but also the way I thought. I always was in my own little fantasy inside my head, hardly even noticing what was went on in reality. I walked over the the scale and weighed myself. I almost cried. When I saw the scale number go to 90. "I need to lose weight!" I thought to myself.
I took some weight loss pills and went outside for a run. Hardly Being able to stand up. I ran until I was about to pass out. My heart felt like it was about to jump out of my chest, but I didn't stop, I kept running.
I ran for ten minutes and collapsed by a park. I heard people talking and then yelling and running over to me. It was Anthony...and his friends. "Ana?!" Anthony said looking at me. "What did you do to yourself!!?" He asked as he started to cry. "Get..get away" I said tiredly as I pushed him away and tried walking again. He ran to me "Ana stop!" He said grabbing me. "LET GO!" I screamed trying to get away. "I don't want you hurt" he yelled pulling at my arm. He ripped my shirt on accident and my scars were visible. "Ana..." He stared at my deep wounds and bloody arms. I fell the the ground crying. He held me in his arms. "Shh...shhh it's okay" I heard him saying as he rocked back in forth comfortingly.
"Y-yo-you.. You hurt me" I stuttered "you-you...broke my heart" I cried. "Ana I kissed that girl for you"
Said Anthony "wha-what??" I said confused "she threatened to beat you up..if I didn't kiss her" said Anthony starting to cry. "Ana I miss you" he was full on crying now. "I..miss you too" I said trying to stand up. He helped me up and wrapped his arms around me.
I looked at him and kissed him. He kissed me back, and finally after 4 months I was snapped back into reality, I finally realized what I had done to myself.
"I love you"
I herd him say
