rando stuff that i think about now and again

college p1

oh where do i start. the beginning would make a great start.

so it all began at college i was with one of my ex best pals tryna get through the college course, not exactly wanting to make anymore more pals cause i already had so many and there wasnt a point to it but that changes. i take a seat with my pal brooke, she was nice at the time thats when she turned into a piece of work the more times college happened. but any whos, what happened was that the lectures introduced themselves (carla and miya) but when it comes to college you know that they are going to some gay shit so you know people because your class is your family, yeah right carla but thanks for trying love you lots. after the first week of meeting everyone, me and brooke decide to go out for a cheeky chiefer break not thinking anything of it. when we look over though to see that two girls from our course have came down for the same idea but what interested me was that the girl with them, she wasnt that tall around 5'6 or 5'7, but she was there just minding her own business with eloise and elisha (the greatest duo in my course) but i dont think to much of it and i dont do anything my mind is telling me to do, i walk off cause i wasnt thinking straight anymore and brooke had already dragged me away to go to something else anyways so that was alright i guess? still not too sure about that one. moving on.

couple weeks go past 

and ive decided that befriending eloise and elisha was one of the many greatest ideas thats ever popped into my head but all of us decide to get the bus and be bus buddies until the end of the college times. then it was when everything stopped and it didnt feel right, i looked over to see a pair of blue eyes pierce into my eyes. by looking you already know that she was perfect in every way possible and i had to make this girl mine. her name was niamh and she was one of those girls were you knew she was socially awkward but yet it didnt phase you cause you looked deeply at her features or how she rabbled on about aload of stuff and you sat there listening in because you liked staring but not making noticeable for her or anyone else to notice but you know damn well in those thoughts in your head you were thinking about it all and not dirty things but just those comfort thoughts if you get saying but i think the real funny thing about this was me n her didnt even speak properly after the whole me going to shop to buy chiefers for my mates which did cost me a whopping £46.70 yeah cheers gang i fw yous alot ig. but it was after that day that eventually started speaking and it was great, i think it was only a couple weeks later that we got eachother on snapchat which was 7/11/23 weird how i remember the date of it but oh well then we got dragged on call by elisha cause she wanted to play fortnite and im pretty that was our first call. where it started everything, and do i regret getting attached so soon? nope im glad i did.