rando stuff that i think about now and again

and yet i thought i was done

and yet thinking after letting a little someone read this i was now caught up in my own thoughts, letting the past looping back inside my head as much as it sounds really weird to say it makes sense in a way and i don't know what i'm feeling but whenever the song home by good neighbours comes home it automatically reminds me of nemo, i personally think it's cause of all the funny moments i've had with her but considering i feel safe in her arms just make it 10x better. i've not felt safe in like 3yrs and that's a long time, i always have a sense that something is going to happen, always the gut feeling that gets to you every time but the funny thing with nemo is that she doesn't make me feel like shit plus doesn't treat me like that either, she just treats me like a normal person and i'm grateful for that. i'm so happy that she is mine because she deserves the world and all the love as well because she a sweet bitch, she'll warm up to you probably never wont lie (doesn't like new people) 

to everyone ive loved in this world, i world like to say this girl is my favourite to love.