Because I Am Not Ordinary (A Doctor Who fanfic)

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Sorry if I spell angles/ angels wrong.

I looked around my room in the darkness for a way out. I walked over to the door just because and felt something stone cold and hard. I gasped as it grabbed my neck.

It was a weeping angels and it wasn't going to let me go without breaking my neck first.

I started to cry.

"No! I can't cry! I can't cry! I CANT CRY! STOP CRYING! Stop crying. You will be okay, just stop your tears." I said to myself as I stopped crying, but because I stopped crying, I realized something I hadn't before.

I could end it all right now.

I could end the pain and suffering. I could end the waiting and the failing hope that the Doctor will save me. I could end everything I am.

Should I?

What do I have to live for? My mum is dead, the Doctor has probably given up on me, and I am stuck here in this hell on earth.

A small voice in the back of my head said do it. Kill yourself. No one likes you anyways. Your life sucks and you have nothing in the world to lose.

That's when it over powered the voice that said, stay alive.

I really have nothing to lose. I could end my pain now, or I could die a painful death caused by someone who wants to experiment on me.

That's when I decided to go for it.

With tears in my eyes, I jerked my head over to he right and heard a snap. I was still alive and about to regenerate.

The pain was excruciating and I screamed. I kept jerking my head side to side screaming before I finally toppled the angel on top of me, causing it to fall over and bash my head in like I wanted it too.

Doctors Pov

I finally was able to get to the house and heard a scream. I ran to the room I came from and whipped out my sonic screwdriver. I fumbled with the settings and unlocked the door. I stepped in and my shoes got wet.

But there was no water.

It was blood. I looked in front of me and saw something that made me cry for help.

It was Saidy's dead body and mashed in brain.

No one came, but I found Max running in and made him show me his video tapes. I had noticed cameras in the house.

He took me to the computer room and played back he events of the night. Everyone else was in the TARDIS, waiting for me and Saidy. How will I break it to the Master? How will he react.

She killed herself.

Back at the TARDIS:

I walked inside wiping my eyes with my sleeve and sniffling. My head hung low and I felt so much sadness.

"Where's Saidy?" The Master asked.

I looked at him with my blood red eyes. "She.... She... She killed herself."

"NO! YOUR LYING!" the Master shouted.

Amy and River held him back and comforted him as he cried himself to sleep. Rory had gone out to get her body and I went to the library.

I found peace there and picked up the book that she was reading only a few days ago. I found the last page and read it out loud.

"I wake up in a place I have never seen before. 'Hello?!'