Locked In Boredom

Am I the problem?

Dabi yawned. It has been...how long? Not sure. Dabi had spent his most time sleeping and throwing up nothing but blood. Stupid disease. The petals have turned to full-on flowers and knots, also petals sometimes. The flowers were still rather small, so it was nothing too concerning yet. Hawks has been visibly stressing his ass off, though. Hawks, despite Dabi telling it was fine, thought Dabi was going to die. Dabi sighs. Throwing up blood once again in the toilet of his room. Shit. Everything was a mess. Blood everywhere. It looked like a crime scene. Dabi got up and flushed the toilet, flushing the beautiful Chrysanthemum flower with it. He walked back to Hawks. "I'm fine." Dabi says before Hawks could even open his mouth. "You're not. You have Hanahaki, and you're taking the sedatives again." Hawks says. "I'm taking the sedatives again because these goddamn flowers won't let me sleep." Dabi growled softly. "Sorry." Hawks apologised swiftly. It was so clear that Hawks was abused in his past. Dabi sighed. "Listen. I'll be okay. I promise." Dabi says. "Okay." Hawks says. "These workers have been all over me lately." Hawks complained. "Yeah, same." Dabi agreed. "I continuesly feel that damned pleasure. I take twice as much sedatives, but I am conscious when they fuck me." Dabi admits. Dabi had been taking Hawks' sedatives too, since on of those pills just wasn't enough anymore. But neither were two, apparently. Dabi sighed. "How hard can it be to let someone sleep?" Dabi asks. "Harder than a dick." Hawks answered. "Kinky." Dabi and Hawks said at the same time, and chuckle afterwards. "You know. For a villain, you're not half that bad." Hawks says, making Dabi blush. "You're not that terrible of a hero, either." Dabi replied. Hawks smiled. Dabi chuckled, his cheeks flushed red. The nurse walked in, putting down a plate with a cup of soup and that small cup of pills. And she walks out. "They don't even talk to us anymore." Hawks says. "Yeah. It's weird." Dabi admits. "Wonder if there will be a day where just...forget to feed us." Hawks says. "I betcha. They want us dead. That's why they gave us black." Dabi says. "I miss going to clubs with Mirko, though." Hawks says randomly. Yeah, Dabi misses the League. But he wouldn't admit that. "Yeah?" "Yeah. Even though it pissed me off great time." Hawks chuckled. Dabi chuckled, his cheeks bright red. So Hawks is a party-goer? Fun. Dabi usually loved a bit of party. But things have changed.

"If we ever get out of here, I promise I'll organise a party for you."

What? Why did he say that? God, his gayness was really showing now. "Really?" Hawks asks. "Definitely." Dabi says, a light smile on his face and his cheeks red. Hawks smiles. The bird's cheeks were also coloured red, and Dabi felt a weight of his chest. Did he make Hawks blush? No way, right? The other male suddenly embraced him, making Dabi blush more. "You know. Your blushing is cute. It's like a darker shade on your scarring, it's magical." Hawks says. What now?! His scars blush?! "Um." Was all Dabi could reply. "You are in love with me, aren't you?" Hawks asks. "Maybe." "Be honest!" Hawks' snap made Dabi flinch. "Yes. I'm sorry. I fell too fast, it's fine, really." Dabi says. I'll accept my fate. "I don't know you enough to really love you yet, Dabi." "I know." "But I'm willing to help you." "It won't work if you don't truly love me back." Dabi growled in annoyance. Why must this disease be so frustrating?

The nurse walked in and took Dabi away. Dabi was scared. Terrified more often.

[Hawks]

Hawks was furious. They took Dabi?! They were just matching. Goddammit. He froze for a second, realising that the nurses had found out they hadn't taken their pills due to the camera in the corner of the room. Dabi was getting punished for that, probably. And the smoking? Goddammit. Dabi was in for hell. Hawks grabbed his phone and texted Mirko.

"BUNBY BUMNY HELO HELP EHKO."

He only realised his grammer had failed him after he sent it. Oof.

"What?"