"NO! . . .it cant be real. Its just a dream. ITS ALL JUST A DREAM!!! its just a dream. Juvia. . . Juvia isnt real. I didnt kill her. Its all just a dream. She's just a part of my dream. She's not real. Juvia isnt real." I screamed through the built pain, but everything felt just like a lie, escaping my trembling lips.
Its just a dream.
Its not real
Juvia isnt real
Its just a dream.
Those words repeatedly echoed into my mind as my tears blocked anything that i could see.
Its just a dream. Its all just a dream, i assured myself, as i continued to rock back and forth, back and forth from the shaking my crying created.
"Pathetic" a voice grumbled in unmasqued disgust.
I know its her, the woman that so reminds me of Juvia. The woman who now floated mockingly infront of me.
"You've always been pathetic. Good to know, Juvia no longer exists. You know, i should be thanking you for killing her. Its not JUST a dream Gray. Its ALL REAL. You killed Juvia, just like your killing yourself now." She breathed, her chilling breathe fans my neck.
"No, its not real. Its just a dream. No one knows Juvia but me! If she's real, then Erza and the others should know her too! But they dont!!! She's just a dream. My dream. Juvia isnt real." I screamed in defeat as my palms covered my aching eyes.
Silence. . .
For the first time, i despise the silence. I dont want to be alone anymore. For years, i thought i had already accepted the fact that Juvia, is just my illusion. A part of my sweet dream. My beautiful nightmare.
Shattered, the silence shattered by a melodious underground laugh. Her laugh. Her everything reminds me of Juvia.
Her face, so angelic, so captivating.
Her long blue locks, endless.
Her plump lips.
Her deep ocean eyes, that could hypnotize mine. That could drown any man.
I just hope, her attitude, her behavior, mirrors the Juvia i know. Caring and strong.
" can you keep a secret? Gray?" She cooed but her tone laced no visible sweetness.
"I made them forget, that way, you would suffer more. Do you know how crazy you looked? The moment you cried because you cant find Juvia and Lyon? I was there. I watched how you made a fool of yourself. You should have seen how your eyes grew wide, when everyone claimed not to know them. . . Juvia is real, just like Lyon is too. They are both alive, and happy with one another." She sang as she continued to laugh.
My tears stopped cascading as i intake every word she spoke.
They're real?
But how do i know i could trust this woman?
How do i know she's telling the truth?
"I am not lying Gray. I can take you to them. Sadly, im not that kind" she spoke softly as she smirked at my still body.
"They're real? Juvia is real? You. . . you know where they are?" I questioned, this time to confirm the truth that veiled my eyes.
"Yes they're real. They're alive and i know where they are." She smirked.
Those words. Those are the only words i've always wanted to hear. They're real. Lyon is real, and Juvia is too. They are both alive and that is all i needed to know.
That is all i needed to hear, to awaken my sleeping mind and fight.
I will fight.
Not for myself, but for my friends. For Lyon and most importantly, for Juvia.
I will fight to see them again. To see her again.
And whoever this faux infront of me, will see to it that i will end her facade.
How dare she hurt my friend.
How dare she use Juvia's face.
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YOU HAD YOUR CHANCE a Lyvia, Gruvia story
FanfictionOne fateful day, Gray sent Juvia a letter, only to break her heart. Leaving her in darkness. From the pain's weight Juvia left Fairy Tail and moved away, but despair chased her wherever she goes. When she came back to re-join Fairy Tail, Gray crush...