blossom out | minsung ✗

12.

| jisung's pov |

i don't understand minho very much. one minute he says he thinks his alpha instincts want me, and then the next, he says he wants me even if i am an omega or not.

then again, it's almost been a month since he last told me that...maybe his mindset has changed? his reason? his no reason?

i think i'm overthinking this...i mean, since when was it the right time to fall in love with someone? the amount of time it takes to fall in love? is there even such a thing that exists? do we really need time to be able to fall in love with someone?

in my opinion, i don't think we really need to worry if we're in love or not in love with someone.

we'll know when we'll feel it.

i recall minho's words.

"just feel it."

i want to feel it everyday. i don't care if that's my instincts to do so. i want to feel him. i want to know everything about him. i want to be his friend. i want to be by his side all the time. i want to be his person. i want to be his omega. i want to be with him. just him.

i want to believe we were destined to be together.

i will believe in that.

we're destined to be each other's omega and alpha. we're destined people. we're destined together.

that may not be a logical reason why i want to love him, but who's to say anything in this world is supposed to be logic? logical romance? logical emotions? logical thinking? that's just something we're pursued to think about. to be like.

i would like to think my romance with minho is simply meant to be.

even if, the universe plays tricks on us, i think we'll be able to handle it.

to be honest, i've never been so invested on someone like i am with minho. no one has made want a relationship as badly as minho questions me to.

i was used to be so attached to my solitary. to my alone time and never going overboard on things. i never got too attached with my relationships, i never went out of my comfort zone to do things that i felt were too much to do...but now, i suddenly have the urge to turn all of that around.

i think i'm too immersed in minho to want to let go now.

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we decide to meet each other in the cafe from that time we supposedly went on our "first date" that i knew nothing about.

i'm a bit nervous. a lot. anxious, excited, worried, but most of all, just relief to be seeing minho again.

getting fired from the only job has made my life hell all over again.

looking for new jobs is not easy.

when the front door swings open my eyes immediately fall to the brunette head who walks in with a small girl in his hands.

my eyes grow wide and a smile instantly pulls on my lips when i see hana and minho walking towards me. i hear hana already calling out my name in pure excitement. i see minho with a smile on his face when his eyes lock mine.

gosh why does he look so incredibly perfect?

minho brings hana down and she quickly strides my way and leaps into my arms. "hannie!! i missed you!" she exclaims, hugging my face tight with her small arms.

i smile softly and pat her back gently. "i missed you too, hana," i told her as she looked me in the eye before looking down at the plate of food on the table.