blossom out | minsung ✗

16.

| jisung's pov |

it's been four months since minho and i have gotten together. in four months, i have moved places, gotten enough financial money that i had been able to help my parents, i have started to go to school now, and my relationship with all my friends has improved. i am proud to say my life has flipped entirely around into something better. bigger, easier, and exciting.. it's blooming, or maybe...i'm blooming?

nope. that does not sound right at all. 

i'm reforming...?

i'm living a new life.

i changed my hideous ways of thinking and behaving and i have most importantly, given new colors into my life. fresh, bright colors. i never would've thought it'd be possible but it surprisingly is.

it feels surreal. no— it is surreal.

who would've thought there were so many things we could enjoy?

and if you didn't enjoy or liked it, there were many more other things to explore. i wondered if there will ever be enough time for me to know each thing in this small circle of a enormous world? seeing as i wasted half of my time already being ghost. though there's no more thinking of that.

it's quite stupid and awfully cliche but hauntingly amazing and precious how this couldn't have happened without minho.

or maybe it could have happened, but not this soon and not with this tremendous feeling stuck inside me. inside my bones, my lungs, rubs, veins, and every other fucking thing made inside me.

the universe did me the honor to bring him into my life. it could've been anyone else, another person, another omega, but i got him. that is and forever only will be the luckiest thing and person i could have in my life.

it's 6:10 when i return to my apartment after socializing for the past four hours. going to school now means i meet a lot of new people, and then after all my studying my closes friends invite me to karaoke to have a few drinks together. socializing is my whole other job now. it's interesting and insanely fun.

i never realized how crazy and fearless my friends actually are.

but anyway, when i walk into my place the kitchen light is on and the sound of cooking is being heard. bbama greets me instantly, jumping on my feet and wagging his tail so quickly. i pet his nice fur for a moment before making my way to the kitchen area where i then see minho making food.

he's quick to notice my presence. "hi," he greets, whilst still stirring whatever was on the pan that he was cooking.

i send him a small smile his way. a bit beat down by my social battery running down, but nonetheless, i walk towards him, put my hands around his waist as  put my chin on his shoulder. "whatcha you cooking?" i asked him, my body relaxing at the touch of his body.

"alfredo pasta, do you want some?"

"of course i do," i quickly respond. "you're like my personal chef, did you know that?" i teased as i give him a peck on the cheek before moving away.

"does that mean i get to live with you from now on?" he says, and i halt my steps at the thought.

a chuckle leaves my mouth. "smooth~" i commented, making my way into my bedroom where i left my bag of books and my computer away. i returned back to the kitchen, minho was already staring at me, waiting for my honest reply.

really, i would have said we were already living together since all he ever does is come over my house whenever he gets the chance, which is almost every single time but, that'd be a lie. because he's not sleeping over and he has no belongings in my apartment. well, not much anyway.