Jungkook silently cried kneeling on the floor and held Remi's soft palm for several minutes.
He can't believe what he did.
Yet again Jungkook isn't that surprised either. How stupid he was that a blood sucking monster like him could live with a beautiful human being peacefully.
I ruined it.
He started to sob and buried his head into the corpse's plumpy breast as he continued to caress the soft skin of her small hand.
So tiny and beautiful.
Jungkook gently removed Remi's long blonde hair that was stuck in her neck with dried blood on them. He could smell the strong tempting metallic scent of her blood but he couldn't care less about it.
After a while Jungkook stopped crying and simply just laid on the girl's chest feeling like he wanted to kill himself.
The thought of grabbing a silver knife and piercing it right through his already dead heart sounded amazing and brought Jungkook comfort knowing that he can go to hell to pay for all the barbaric things he had done as a vampire.
Suddenly he heard it.
The sound of Remi's heart beating weakly against her ribcage and getting stronger with each beat.
I'm hallucinating.
Jungkook kept his eyes closed and savored the moment of him going crazy and hearing the dead girl's heart beat again.
Until he felt it.
Remi's fingers slightly twitched against his grasp and her upper body softly moved up and down as she started to inhale and exhale air.
Jungkook slowly got his head away from her and hopefully looked at her flawless face with big Bambi eyes.
Remi's eyes fluttered open and she blinked a few times trying to wake up.
As she successfully fully opened them Remi met Jungkook's red crying face. His usual cold orbs were now sad and very puffy as if the man had been crying every single tear his body could produce.
After a second Remi got back some strength and raised her arms to engulf the huge man into a much needed hug.
Jungkook immediately embraced the girl and switched their positions making Remi to sit on his lap with each leg on his side to straddle him.
"I love this hallucination but please don't do this often or else I might turn more crazy than I already am, Remi. " Jungkook breathed in her ear causing shivers to run down her spine.
"I'm real Kookie, I don't know how but I'm here in your arms. " Remi whispered back and started stroking the back of his head just like she did when he was sucking on her neck.
Jungkook tightened his strong arms around Remi's tiny waist making her to do the same around his neck.
Her thick thighs started to tremble as memories of the last couple of hours flashed in her head. Remi couldn't help but feel fear creeping up on her stomach.
Jungkook understood by the sudden quick pace of her heartbeat, the rapid quiet breaths and her shaking form gave it away.
Besides, he knows all about terror.
As much as it hurt Jungkook he slightly pulled away from Remi to give her some space.
The last thing he wanted was for her to be scared and disgusted of him. He can't blame her though, no. Jungkook isn't worth of Remi's affection and warmth. She should be pushing him away, screaming and crying. That's what a sane human being would do.
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MONSTER
FanfictionThe monsters were never under his bed. Because the monsters were always inside his head. He fears no monsters, for no monsters he sees . Because all the time the monster has been him. "You're a fucking monster, Jungkook!" Her yells echoed inside...