taylor
i had just gotten off facetime with my daughter telling her goodnight then jamie came into view. i know they said distant makes the heart grown funder. it was a negative in this case it was like everything about my husband turned me off.
""i really miss you baby," jamie told me
"ohh really you arent mad anymore," i asked him
"i was being very insecure about all of this, i still am if im being honest i dont want no other man viewing my wife how i view my wife," he admitted.
"well you where really mean to me," i told him.
"i know and i apologize for that.. but that shit in the past tell me about the tour seen any wild shit yet," he smiled i chuckled then my mind reminded me of the scene of chris and that other dancer in his room together. making my smile fade
"its been a world wind here thats for sure seen alot of shit i just could have lived without seeing or knowing," i told him
"ohh girl spill the tea," he smiled
"i cant baby im under an NDA," i told him he nodded his head
"well im about to go to bed ill let you rest up i miss and love you," he smiled
"same... goodnight," i told him and hung up my i pad.
"damn your husband get no love from you just harsh taylor," dre laughed me and dre have become really close he was like an older brother to me. a male bff that ive never had and no it wasnt any sexual attraction there we already cleared that up. we was just friends and honestly i havent had a genuine friend in so long it was actually nice.
"im trying to forgive him for how he treated me before this tour," i told him looking at my wedding ring.
"well yall vowed for better or worse that has to mean something right,"
"yeah it does but when he is mad at me he makes me feel so little," i told him
"why do you let him make u feel lesser?"
"i dont know i dont like arguing it doesnt ever solve anything,"
"well the thing about arguments is yall are both talking over each other trying to prove the other one wrong when in actuality yall just need to sit down and listen to each other," dre shrugged
"thats easier said than done... but enough about my marriage what going on with chris and that stuck up dancer," i asked him
"who angel?"
"yeah i just caught them in his room when i brought him the snacks,"
"SHUT YOUR MOUTH NO YOU DIDNT!!"
"if im lying im flying," i laughed
"man angel is such a hoe bro," dre laughed to himself
"what is so funny what is the tea," i asked him.
"she was just laid up with me in my room the other day i mean on all the freakiest shit," he told me making my mouth hit the floor.
"not you and chris sharing woman... that is nasty," i burst out laughing.
"that shit is not funny i wonder how long they been messing around," dre asked looking really jealous.
"did you like her or something," i asked
"shit honestly i was starting too but now i know she smashing the homie i want no dealings with that pass around."
"im sorry i didnt know i didnt mean to ruin your relationship,"
"naw you good i just feel like a fool this is why i don't date because as soon as i get close to someone they use me to get close to chris... look ill talk to you tomorrow," dre snapped walking out of the room. i didnt mean to cause any drama i thought this was going to be some funny tea.
6AM....
my alarm had went off i got up doing my hygiene before picking something comfortable out to wear to rehearsal. i called amaya and jamie before i left out just to see them off. i grabbed my duffle bag hopefully going to meet up with dre to make sure he is good. i ran down the stairs only to see that angel girl from last night we both got on the elevator together i kept silent trying not to be disgusted by this two timing heffa.
"look stay away from chris okay," she turned around snapping at me.
"wow and here i thought you cared for dre," i smirked making her face fall to the floor realizing i knew her dirty little secret. the door of the elevator open and she stormed off i went to find dre i saw him sitting outside i guess waiting on the cars to come.
"you good," i asked
"perfect," he smiled giving me a hug i nodded just as i was about to ask him how he sleep chris came up to the both of us. seeing him made me sick to my stomach just imagining how many girls on this tour he has slept with made me uncomfortable.
"wussup yall," he said more so to me instead of dre. dre looked at me shaking his head before getting up to leave. i looked at chris before going to follow behind dre not even giving him my attention. i dont know why i was upset but i was. its not like he owe me any loyalty.
"dre wait up," i yelled after him
"man i dont even know why im mad im pretty sure he dont even know that hoe was playing both sides," dre stated
"so why dont you just tell him giving him the cold shoulder for no reason isnt right," i told him
"okay so whats your excuse why you giving him the cold shoulder," dre asked
"because he upset you," i lied
"yeah right taylor," dre laughed
"what im so serious if you dont like them i hate them even if he is our boss," i told him which wasnt a complete lie.
"whatever lets get to this rehearsal"
we had went and made sure everything was good and we all got prepared for tonight show.
