jamie
i felt like utter shit i had never treated taylor that way i always handled her with care. we have never had our arguments go this far and as i laid next to meg all i could think about was my wife. the look on her face the pain in her voice everything i hadnt actually laid eyes on her since she had been back and seeing her all i could feel was guilt. i had to flip the script on her projecting my own bull on her. then to send her to jail and not go and get her was even more fucked up i looked over at meg and she was a sweet girl a good time, but my heart was will always be with taylor. she was my everything and hurting her damn near took my breath away. i hopped out of meg bed not saying a word i went to the jailhouse to bail her out but when i got there they said she had already made bond and had been picked up by chris brown himself.
this nigga was pissing me off he was always around and now that he came and got her only confirmed what i had already knew. i walked to my car in deep thought hopefully me and taylor could fix this no matter what i couldnt ever see myself with someone else. i would lay my life on the line for her. yes i fucked up i just knew we would get through it i headed home hoping she was at home but when i got there it was just as cold and lonely as i left it i went and took a shower and laid down hopefully she would be home tomorrow.
next morning.....
i woke up to the sound of of random noise i wiped my eyes only to see taylor throwing stuff in suitcases.
"taylor please"
"beg meg bitch not me," she snapped throwing more stuff in the suitcases.
"look i was wrong im admitting that i cheated i did it out of spite too i hurt you i let you down i failed as a husband but baby please we can fix this," i jumped out of bed falling to my knees. grabbing her waist tightly.
"get off of me jamie," she choked up before she fell to her knees crying. "I PROMISE YOU JAMIE I DIDNT CHEAT ON YOU, THIS SHIT HURT SO BAD I CANT BREATHE" she wailed i wrapped my arms around her.
"IM SORRY I SWEAR WE CAN FIX THIS I PROMSIE ILL NEVER CHEAT AGAIN WE CAN GOT TO COUNSELING EVERYTHING WE HAVE TO MAKE THIS WORK," I CRIED
"im sorry jamie i cant ,"
"please dont give up on us please we vowed for better or worse baby i know it hurt but this is worse please bare with me," i cried
"i have to go jamie i just need some time and maybe you do too maybe more time with meg i dont know,"
"BABY I PROMISE I WILL NEVER SEE THAT GIRL AGAIN SHE IS NOTHING COMPARED TO YOU SHE WAS JUST A QUICK NUT," I BEGGED
"I DONT BELIEVE YOU," SHE CRIED GOING TO GRAB MORE OF HER THINGS. I CRAWLED AFTER HER SHE COULDNT LEAVE WITHOUT HER HEARING ME OUT.
"LOOK I THOUGHT YOU WAS CHEATING ON ME WITH CHRIS AND IT DOESNT HELP THE FACT THAT YALL ARE ALWAYS SO SEXUAL AROUND EACH OTHER ON STAGE OFF THE INTERNET IS SHIPPING YALL AS A COUPLE RIGHT NOW AS WE SPEAK IT DOESNT JUSTIFY WHAT IVE DONE TO YOU BUT PLEASE YOU HAVE TO UNDERSTAND," I BEGGED
"IM SORRY BUT I DONT THAT IS MY JOB NOTHING MORE OR LESS I CANT HELP WHAT OTHER PEOPLE IN THE WORLD ARE DOING I KNOW I AM A MARRIED WOMAN THAT WOULDNT STEP OUT ON MY UNION," SHE SNIFFLED BEFORE GRABBING HER LAST BAG AND WALKING OUT THE DOOR AND WITH EVERY STEP SHE TOOK MY HEART SHATTERED.
