taylor
let me tell everyone something about me. i could have who i wanted i had my fair share of men throwing themselves my way. i never acted on it because of my husband but the day i stopped crying about him cheating on me. i decided to get my lick back no one knew about me and this guy we were real low key. you never caught us in the same room together but today i was willing to break all of the rules. i knocked on his room door waiting for him to answer it.
"i heard hubby was here," he smiled leaning against the door frame this man was FINE i bit my lip as he looked at me.
"we just gone stand here or you gone let me in,"
"depends"
"on what"
"on why your husband is here and why you are here" he asked me
"he popped up trying to apologize with my daughter then he soon dipped for a couple of hours im guessing to go see her so once he got back I left,"
"and you came to come see me because you were hurt"
"look can i come in i dont want to be having conversation out here,"
"naw you cant i like you alot and you are married with chris on your ass and you cant tell me whatever you and dre got going on is PG. look this was fun while it lasted but uhm for the sake for my heart i cant watch you destroy it"
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"but"
and he closed the door in my face i stood there basically shell shocked this has never happened before i walked down the halls with no destination until i ran into dre and my sister coming in from their date.
"tay tay" dre smiled running to pick me up off my feet
"well that is one way to end a date instead of a kiss i get left for him to go give my sister a little PDA"
"my bad" he stated dropping me and going to give my sister a quick peck then running back over to me. "bro i missed you nice save earlier that shit could have ended badly" he stated walking me to his room i looked back to see my sister standing there in disbelief. we finally made it to his room i plopped down on the bed and her laid beside me.
"where is hubby"
"i dont know probably texting his mistress,"
"why are you putting up with that," i asked
"amaya doesnt know what is going on right now and i dont wont to just split up and leave her wondering what happened"
"amaya a kid still she will get over it life goes on what you dont want to show amaya is settling for a cheating man,"
"he not just a cheating man to me dre he is sweet and kind gentle a great father"
"he can be all of those things and still be no good for you taylor,"
"whats good for me then dre," i turned over looking at him.
"i dont know tay tay just somebody that makes your saddest days happy, that protects you. makes sure you feel like the only woman in the room,"
"yeah i guess you are right," i looked at him i dont know what came over me but i kissed him and to my surprise he kissed me back.
"tay tay wtf,"
i kissed him again he grabbed me by my waist pulling me closer this i dont know what took over me i began to strip out of my clothes and before i knew it we were fucking and i mean hot and steamy i rode him all night long then i fell asleep in his arms.
next morning...
i woke up still in dre arms i rolled over to see i had like 16 missed calls from jamie i pulled up my messages to see him going crazy in the messages threatening to tell my mother whats really going on between us and everything.
"tay tay why you up,"
"my husband was blowing up my phone i stated snuggling up against him this felt good."
"tay tay we just had sex like we need to talk about this,"
"what is their to talk about i dont want to complicate things,"
"well if you didnt want that to happen we shouldnt have slept together," he snapped at me.
"look its just sex dre we can still be friends and act like nothing ever happened it was just a one time slip up i shouldnt have kissed you," i told him
"yeah so basically this was a mistake,"
"not a mistake an accident look im sorry to complicate things im just going to go okay," i told him putting on my clothes on going back to my room only to see jamie packing up him and amaya things.
"ohh look who it is the whore herself," he scuffed
"look at the pot calling the kettle i guess we both whores then huh"
"amaya go in the room honey and put your headphones up really loud for daddy please" he told our daughter and she skipped off to do what he asked of her after he went to check and make sure she did what was told he came back throwing me against the wall by my throat.
"taylor if i didnt love you i would kill you right now YOU ARE MY WIFE" HE SHOUTED slamming my head against the wall and throwing me on the floor i coughed and i gasped for breathe in our 9 years of marriage he has never put his hands on me. i was so shocked i couldnt even fight back.
"omg jamie,"
"dont act shocked now you thought i was gone let you walk in here after being with another man," he snapped i
"what like you did you cant take what you dish out," i coughed.he rushed to me again basically picking me up by my throat.
"I HATE YOU!!!!" HE SHOUTED
"NO DADDY LET GO OF MOMMY!!!" AMAYA CRIED BEATING ON HIS LEGS HIS WHOLE DEMENOR SOFTEN WHEN HE REALIZED WHAT HE DONE IN FRONT OF HIS DAUGHTER.
"i want a divorce" he told me dropping me and picking up amaya to leave i gasped laying there playing out my reality. what the fuck have i done.
