Taylor
i looked over my divorce papers in disbelief this man wanted full custody of our daughter, including the house i couldn't believe him. i heard a knock on my room door i was over being on this tour.
"it's open," i yelled not even having the energy to get up.
"Hey sisterrrr," my sister yelled and then there was this bull. i rolled my eyes because how do you tell your sister that the guy she is falling for you fucked him. how do you put that into words without hurting her.
"hi,"
"Girl i wish you would get out of this funk so what your already terrible marriage is ending you have the finest man alive on your ass GET THE FUCK UP I WANT TO TELL YOU ABOIUT DRE"
"I honestly don't want to talk about men right now,"
"Well, you don't have to talk just listen,"
"Do i have a choice,"
"No, okay so we went to dinner and everything we have even been sleeping in the same bed, but he still hasn't touched me." "Like at all he doesn't even cuddle me I'm trying to figure out if it's me am i forcing myself on him because it's starting to feel like it."
this was my moment to tell her, but i couldn't. she liked him so much and i knew he liked her. so instead of talking to her i needed to talk to him.
"Look i have to go to rehearsals ill catch up with you later," i told her getting up grabbing my gym bag. i ran catching dre car before it pulled off hoping in.
"wtf tay tay"
"Okay it's time to talk,"
"We tried that already you didn't want to,"
"Yeah, so since i didn't want to talk you invited my sister here for what exactly you are making shit more complicated just because your feelings got hurt."
"She asked what was i supposed to say no"
"Hell, yeah bro my life is already messy enough and the longer she stays here the bigger this secret becomes,"
"it's already big i feel like shit and she be wanting to cuddle I'm hoping she catches the hint."
"She is delusional just like me if you don't tell her she will act like she doesn't know even if all the signs are there"
"i can't fix my mouth and tell her to kick rocks that's your sister." he snapped
"You should have never agreed to it you were being spiteful,"
"I'm not the only mf in this car who has acted out of spite"
"So how do we tell her,"
"i say since she is your sister you should tell her this is more your betrayal than it is mines i haven't touched her yet," he shrugged.
"i hate this i shouldn't have kissed you,"
"i know you don't have to keep telling me that you regret the moment we shared," he shrugged i watched the sad look on his face i wanted so badly to console him.
