The manger

12

Madeline's pov:
I can tell something is wrong. My stomach drops completely, I feel sick. I just ruined something so good so fast. I feel guilty but whatever is wrong I need to comfort her.

"Paige?? Are you okay we don't have to do this. I'm so sorry." I say handing her, her shirt back. I don't want our first time to be like this so I rather just stop it now. So when the time is right it's amazing.

"I'm so sorry I didn't mean to ruin this moment. I want you so bad in that way I promise I just over thought". She says apologizing to me and my heart breaks for her. She puts her shirt back on and I pull her into a hug.

"Baby let's talk about it then so this doesn't have to happen again." I hold her trying to comfort her and understand what happened.

"I don't know the right words, I don't know the right time, I just know you're the right person." She says trying to hold her tears in. I'm confused but I let her continue talking. "I don't want this to be complicated anymore , I want to be with you. I want to wake up with you everyday and go to sleep knowing you're only mine. You're my madds no one else's. You're so perfect and I have always hated the words love it always just seemed like it wasn't for me. Basketball was my love. It always has been. I didn't know you then though but now I do. And I want you every second, I freaked out because I don't want this to end or mess up or change but I know if gave in and had sex with you I'd be forever attached. I'm okay with being attached either way I realize I am but I was scared of doing it and you only wanting that out of this, not wanting to be a forever type of thing. I'm realizing that I can't do that, so if that is your intention I'm so sorry but I can't do anything with you anymore because Madeline price I'm falling in love with you and I know it's soon. But I also know that I can't get you out of my head and I cry so hard knowing that there could have been a possibility where we don't work out and I can't let you hurt me so please just be honest what is your intentions with me. I don't want to be hurt.." she says now in a full on cry.

I hold her tight and start tearing up. I grab her face and wipe her tears away. "I want you for you, my intentions with you is not just sex. I want all of you all the time. I feel the same way." I say crying with her holding her tightly. She starts smiling and kisses me our tears now mixing.

She pulls away and says " the other night I was gonna ask you to be my girlfriend." My mouth opens and I have butterflies. "Why didn't you?" I ask. "Well you got that phone call and I just figured it wasn't in Gods timing. This isn't how I wanted to ask you. I wanted it to be special." She says while cupping my face.

"Baby this is special. You're special." I lean in and give her a small kiss. "So does that mean-?"

😈😈😈 IM CUTTING THIS SHORT BC IM EVIL. I honestly have no reason to make this depressing I promise next chapter it won't be like this I'm sorry pookies. Get ready for whiplash, I promise it gets better🙏🏻 YALL AB TO BE CONFUSED NEXT CHAPTER 😜😜