Distance Jaywon

Why

Jungwon POV:
I wanted to look away and walk away but I couldn't. They looked so comfortable and it made me so angry. Jay has never done that with me. Why couldn't he do that with me? Why with Sunoo? Was he better than me? Why?Why?Why?Why? Why do I care so much? Why do I feel like crying at seeing them like this? Why is the lump in my throat growing by the minute? I wanted to walk up to Jay and pull him away from Sunoo but I don't. Instead I run. Run away from them. From this feeling.

Jay POV:
I sigh deeply as Sunoo lays his head on my shoulder and calls me so many different variations of dumb that I didn't even know existed. I stopped listening at some point and my attention is shifted to a plain wall. Then my attention is drawn to a pretty face. Yang Jungwon. He's so pretty but he looks upset. His eyebrows are furrowed, eyes narrow and slightly glossed over, his body is tense, fist clenched. I so badly want to walk over to him and tightly embrace him but I don't. I stay sitting. Frozen. Staring. I'm not sure if he noticed me staring or got tired of standing there but he eventually ran away. Suddenly the lobby is completely silent and my shoulder feels a bit heavy. I turn my head slightly and see that Sunoo fell asleep. I fight back my laughter as I did not want to awake the demon. I sigh and throw my head back on the couch staring at the ceiling. I only lift my head back up when I hear someone clear their throat. Its Sunghoon. Glaring at me. He looks away from me and looks at Sunoo with a bit of hurt but more endearment hidden behind his eyes. "Can you take him back to his room?" I ask Sunghoon which seems to break him from his trance as he looks back at me. He doesn't respond but he does comply as he gently lifts Sunoo up and walks away. Now I'm alone. With my thoughts and feelings. I know I saw Jungwon and I know he ran but I don't know where or why. I wanted to go find him and make sure he was okay but every part of my brain is telling me not to. I groan as I melt into the couch until I decide to stop soaking in my sorrows and finally go to my room to sleep.

Jungwon POV:
I can't sleep. I can't erase the imagine of Sunoo and Jay sitting so peacefully together. I wanted to strip Sunoo off of Jay and every thought in my brain was yelling mine. But he's not. Jay isn't mine. I don't know why I was thinking like that. I know Jay is kind, caring, he always notices when something is wrong and he always makes me feel better even when I don't tell him something is wrong. I lay in bed staring at my ceiling as I sift through my memories that Jay and I shared. One time back in our pre-debut days in fact it was the first time I met Jay. I practiced so hard to make a good impression on the company and didn't finish until dawn. I realized I missed the last train to go back home I was a student so I didn't have much money. That's when he came along. I didn't know him and yet he was so kind and generous that he gave me money for a taxi. His face was engraved in my brain for weeks. The kind stranger who gave me money for a taxi. That is until months later I saw him again. In the competition show Iland. I found out his name was Jay and he was so handsome and kind more than I originally thought. We immediately clicked. It was like destiny. All those months after he gave me money for the taxi I was waiting to see him. To thank him and pay him back. It was like destiny. I feel my heart racing and my skin burning as I think back on these memories. Why does he do this to me? Why does Jay make my stomach bubble? Why does my face heat up every time he smiles at me? Why does my heart speed up with every touch and interaction we have? Why?

Helllooooo!!!! So I hope you guys are enjoying this series and thank you for the few that have been clicking and reading I really appreciate it!! I have a passion for writing and it's very exciting to share it with everyone! This story has actually been on my mind for years but I never wrote it and pushed it off because I didn't think I could ever do anything with the story but I finally took the chance now! I did just want to say remember that these people are real but this story is not! I did use the real interaction Jungwon and Jay had at their first meeting but I of course don't know what Jungwon was actually thinking so just remember this is for fun and a story! <3