Rafe Cameron Imagines//Oneshots

Never Again 😇

Summary - Rafe explains why he's been acting off and confesses.

It was fun.

The first couple times you and Rafe hooked up it was just... easy, simply a bliss and as attractive as he is you never wanted to get attached. Now you feel the shift in him as you sit across from him in his messy room.

"I always thought you were a neat freak" your legs bounces as your arms lay crossed over you chest.

Rafe holds his head in his hands. You had been in this cold state of anger for 15 minutes now. Every part of you begged to leave, to rush out the door and avoid him forever. You shouldn't of come in the first place.

"yeah i uh.. forgot" Rafe mumbles looking around at his dirty clothes on the floor and messy belongings scattered about. You chose not to mention the hole in his wall even though its practically been starring you down this whole time.

The situation happend a week ago. The two of you were chilling at the beach acting all cute and lovey dovey. You finally thought you had been able to see the real him, not that you cared so much but more that it felt nice to be someone to him, for him. However just as he was asking you out to dinner his friends came over. He acted as if he never met you and called you an obsessive bitch for calling him out on his behaviour.

He left you there. Alone.

Yesterday he finally texted you, he asked for you to come over, to talk. You kept refusing after what he did but after countless calls from him you finally picked up. The desperation his Rafe's voice made you feel awful so you agreed. For the past fifteen minutes you've been arguing like children only now to be silent.

"You called me Rafe" you burn your eyes into him as he looks anywhere but at you.

"no shit" he scoffs. He stands up and starts picking up peices of his clothes. Rearranging things silently. You've waited long enough for an answer that its clear you wont get so you stand up and tyr one more time.

"you wanted to talk so talk Rafe I dont know what you're doing!"

"Neither do i y/n!" He yells. You're thankful it's just the two of you home otherwise rose would've burst in by now.

This is pointless "Well what do you want. To take back what you said, forget it ever happend and just go back to using me as a cum dumpster?" You spit.

Rafe winces at your foul mouth and his eyebrows furrow as if he was in pain. "Dont say that"

"why not?" you continues to banter back to see if you can get any answer at all any insight to what he's thinking "you dont care about me and thats fine but what do yo want Rafe?"

"I dont know okay. I want... It doesn't matter!" His voice almost cracks as he speaks.

You're getting no where. you should've just dropped him after the first hookup. you knew it would end messy and now it is. You shouldn't of come. You turn for the door and as you open it it slams shut again and you pinned to the wall.

"What the fuck are you doing?"

"LEAVING, YOU'RE WASTING MY TIME" you shove rafe off you and try to open the door again but his arm is pinning it shut. Just a week ago you thought you could stare and admire his muscels all day long and now you want nothing more than to rip them off.

"NO IM NOT" He yells back. Anger boils in the room and you storm to the opposite side and stay away from him.

"y/n" Rafe pleads "I just..."

"OH MY GOD SPIT IT OUT!" You growl still riled up from the moment before. As much as your angry with him and overly pissed off you still find him attractive and he is still hot so it make syou even more angry.

"I LIKE YOU OKAY?!" Rafe hisses.

his response takes you by supirse. Sure hes been nice to yo before but he is nice to a lot of girls he hook sup with... well maybe not that many but some. You wear a confused expression on your face as the two of you stand there in silence.

"sit down" you mumble. he hears you loud and clear and takes a seat at the end of his bed. "explain"

Rafe takes a deep breath and his fist clench in and out. Theres a pit on anxiety inside him that would cloud over every time he catches himself vulnerable. He has no idea how you feel but something tells him it cant get any worse than it already is so he talks.

"Like... hookups are great and all but, i dont wanna just have sex with you" He says actually expressing his emotions. you tuck a pice of hair behind your ear and bit your nail trying to think of what to say. You're happy he's actually talking but its also unexpected so you're also caught off guard.

"right... we don't have to have sex i mea..."

"No i wanna have sex i just... i wanna do all that other lovey bullshit as well!" Rafe throws his hands up in frustration as he explains himself, his thoughts. They're so poorly put together its like he never actually meant to say them.

You sigh and sit next to him on his bed. He looks towards to as you speak. "If you wanna do that, you cant treat me like shit. Like a mindless whore that means nothing to you"

Rafe nods his head and runs a hand through his hair. "I know. i never meant to i..." you see his throat bob up and down as he talks barley above a whisper. So quiet only you could ever hear "i got embarrassed to care and like im sorry"

you knew enough about rafe to understand why he acts the way he does. although you had self respect and boundaries that wouldn't forgive what he did. part of you aches to, you feel a pit in your stomach that doesn't match the logical thoughts in your head.

So instead of trying to verbalise your feelings you hug him instead. You never thought to in the past as it would seem overstepping and awkward but right now it just feels right. At first rafe is tense but he loosens up quickly and wraps his arms around you.

"Just never do that shit again okay?" You mutter with a wobbly throat.

You hear a sniffle come from him as he kisses you neck "Never again baby"

A/n - i'll make another part to this with some more spice in it dw x