I tried to focus on my studies.
Then again, how am I supposed to do that?
You were my source of comfort.
You were my Sun.
You were my everything.
It was so hard for me to forget about you.
I had never once thought,
you would be gone from my life.
What was I supposed to do?
I needed you.
I wanted you with me.
But the thought of you scared me.
The thought of you made my stomach churn.
The thought of you caused my heart to feel like it has been stabbed.
Over and over and over again.
