I'm in love with you, don't you see? (Niall Horan love story)

Chapter 6

Clary's P.O.V

It's been two weeks now, and Niall is going to be leaving next week to go home. We have been getting along over this little trip, hanging out and just doing random things. He has taught me how to play the guitar a bit, and for the past two days, we have been watching movies that we have never seen, just for the heck of it. 

He has also been getting really close to Zander, and I am really worried for when Niall leaves. I know Zander will be really crushed. Niall and I have been walking around town, trying to find a birthday gift for Zander's birthday on Sunday. We were walking around the outlets, looking for something Niall can get him, "okay, so what would little man like to get for his birthday?" Niall asks. I look at him, and see this very intense look of concentration on his face. It's actually really cute. I admit that over these past few days that I have been getting small feelings for him, and he has been getting really touchy also. He would grab my hand, cuddle with me, kiss my cheek or head, and that's even when nobody is around!

"Zander is simple, as long as he gets something, he's happy," I reply. We continue walking around, when Niall notices this game store, so we go ahead and walk in. He looks around for a bit and then decides to get Zander a game consul and some games to go with it. After telling him that it's too much, and to just get him some clothes or something (which he refused to do, claiming that all eight, soon to be nine, year old boys need time to just chill out and play games), he payed for it and then we started to walk about in the mall. We stayed a little longer, only a few girls coming to ask Niall for pictures and autographs.

As we were walking, I found it harder to breathe and I was starting to get dizzy. I stopped walking looking in my purse for my pills, which was proving to be really difficult. Niall noticed that I wasn't following him, and turned around. He must have noticed me swaying a bit because he came rushing to my side, holding me up right. "Clary what's wrong? What is it? You look really pale!" he said frantically. "M-my pills, I n-need my p-pills," I stuttered out, he asked me where they were, and I pointed to my bag, remembering that I had them in there the last time.

"Clary they're not in here! What's going on?!? What do I do?!?" he said. Damn, I must have forgotten to take them out of my work bag! It was getting harder to breathe, and Niall must have noticed because he led me to a bench, and told me to sit down. I did, and then he brought me knees to my chest and put my head down on top of them. I felt him wrap his arms around me, smoothing my hair down, and whispering in my ear. "Come on princess, breathe. It's okay, you're okay. Just breathe in slowly. In and out, in and out," he kept saying, rocking me back and forth, and running his fingers through my hair repeatedly. 

When I finally got my breathing under control and I felt like I wouldn't pass out, he loosened his grip around me, but still keeping his arms around me. He looked over at me with worry and concern, "Clary what just happened? And don't tell me you're fine, because that was not normal. Please tell me if you're okay, you really scared me," he said. I looked over at him, and did something I didn't think I would do to another boy besides family; I hugged him. He was a little shocked at first, because I never hugged him before. He was the only one who hugged me, I just hugged him back when family was around. After getting over his shock, he hugged me back, snuggling his face into the crook of my neck, "thank you Niall, I don't know what would have happened if you weren't there to help me," I told him. He just kept his face in the crook of neck while replying, and the vibrations from it, sent tingles along my spine,"no problem Clary, but can you please tell me what happened? I was so scared, I think my hands are still shaking to be honest with you," he replied, with a nervous chuckle at the end of it. 

I let go of him and got up from the bench with him following my lead. I started walking telling him that I would explain over a nice cup of coffee. We got into my car and drove off to Tim Hortons, I had to pick up my check so this was a perfect time. We got there and I told Niall what to get me, while I went into the back to get my check. When I got it, I came back to the front and saw Niall saved us a spot with our drinks and food in front of us. I saw him look up at me, smile, and wave. I gave him a small smile while saying hello to a few of my co-workers and some of the regular customers before making my way up to him.