Puck, The Fine Lines |The Rockwell series#3

Chapter Twenty-three

Rochelle's pov

What scared me the most was my life had no direction as I had no desire for anything except for eating ramen noodles whilst watching Pride and Prejudice for the second time. I wouldn't even considered calling myself depressed but at least a broken heart would heal within a month right?

"Isn't it crazy how a year or two ago we were all the hottest girls alive without any boy issues?" asked Avenna, reminiscing about the good old days.

Mum always still says that if your life wasn't how you imagined it to be then thus your fabulous designer handbags, the special ones stay forever even though they were hard to find yet never let anybody else or not even a man dictate your life. This year I was going to focus on my studies in order to make more content for my music videos.

Annoyingly, my phone started to vibrate on my bed where I....I just trying to watch the chemistry between Mr Darcy and Elizabeth you know that piano scene was complete and utterly perfection for some reason. I realize a relationship wasn't all about who has the amazing sexual chemistry nonetheless, it was about rediscovering yourself, finding where you fit in, comprising the needs over the wants as well as fighting for the two of us against all odds of the world.

"Don't you mean dating a hockey player?"pointed out Natalia.

Everyone as including Avenna, Charlie, Natalia, Jessamyn and Flora who were here with Grayson which I thought was weird to see them to be here jointly almost like they were concealing a relationship of their own because of how close they were both sitting next to each other.

The weather was piping hot outside now and then we were all sitting here as we began to talk about dreams which was great seeing that I needed a big distraction from thinking about him all of the time. We should definitely do a lot of fun activities today because it would be a waste of sunlight staying inside plus I needed fresh air to help clear my mind too.

"Dreams aren't for people who procrastinate or otherwise you will stay dreaming but ambition is for the people who are determined to make it."I quoted one of my favorite posters in my room.

All eyes were on me as if I just quoted a profound poem whilst Avenna and Jessamyn both gave me a high-five which turned into a comforting hug minutes later. I felt like having a reading or movie marathon outside of my childhood home in the backyard roasting marshmallows, making smores, eating snacks, lanterns or twinkling fairy lights glowing, talking about our favorite scene and then dancing in the dusk of the night.

His racing jacket was still in my wardrobe and so it goes our friends didn't seem to know how much I miss him. I wished time could fly by to end all of my tears as I wanted everything to be like the very first time that I met him.

"Cute, poster Rosie."Jessamyn smiled slightly and said, "Where was this poster when I needed it for inspiration?"

Here we go again! Everyone here would tried to make any attempted not to talk about him to avoid making me cry even if i wasn't some fragile girl never seeing me being too quiet maybe it was time for me to start skipping watching the sport of hockey because I doubt that he hadn't moved on yet just like everyone else always goes on about how crazy he was about me.

Quite frankly, I get the feeling that I might be a little bit delusional or in denial myself. Then Flora explains how to get over a break from Mason. In the process of this, she also mentioned how her ex-boyfriend Justin called her Meduse for various reasons why I was curious but decided not to ask her.

"Well, I'd like to address the elephant in this room. I'm only saying this because I love you like a sister Chelly but in order to achieve your dreams you need to find the ambitious girl who we all know and love again." said Flora, giving me a little bit of tough love.

Additionally, addressing this problem was the only way to heal my poor heart and technically I shouldn't have to worry about any complications because my heart already knows what it wants. An unconditional love that no one can buy with money because it was too priceless.

"I have an ambition to be a world-famous singer and go touring around the world,"I said in deep thought to myself.

At this moment the amount of tension in the air was almost making me feel sick to my stomach as if I didn't hear this horrifying news from my best friend Jessamyn who pulled me close in a hug when all I wanted was to be left alone.

I should have picked up the phone sooner, I should have made him promise me never to drive one of those racing cars and last of all, why did I get a feeling that his news was only about him?

"Sorry to break the news to you, bu...... but Mason has been in a car accident." Jessamyn stumbled out those heartbreaking words.

The only time I have chosen not to pick up my phone and see who was calling was when I was in my incognito mode. When I heard that he was hurt I didn't want anyone to hug me as I surged out of my accommodation room all the way toward the car park crying in my car. The weather has been absolutely cold this week. As it started pounding down outside as I tried to start the car but somehow somebody was in my way.

Now wasn't the time to get in my way as I turned off the gas switching the engine off.