NaishaAs the wave of orgasm washes out,
Realisation of what I did, hits me with a thud.
Shame
Guilt
Embarassment
Uneasiness
Courses through my whole body. These emotions feel like a tightening grip around my heart, squeezing its muscles with remorse. A veneer of self consciousness and vulnerability suffocates me.
I did that again.
I committed the same mistake again.
I feel so angry over myself. It is like I am being caged within a whirwind of self disappointment.
Sensing my vulnerability, He pulls me closer to his chest and wraps his arms tighter around me.
And a violent sob wrecks through me. I feel so confused and guilty of my actions.
Hiding my face into his chest I bawl my eyes out. A raw and visceral expression of mental disarray wanders through my mind creating a dense fog of lack of understanding. I try to grapple with my own disoriented emotions, struggling with my own scattered feelings.
"Ssshhhh, Why are you crying ?" His voice laced with untamed affection , The worry in his tone makes my sobs more intense.
" Look at me, tell me what happened?" He holds my neck and moves the curtain of hair from my face. His fingers caressing over my sensitive skin, emoting a strange sense of proximity and close connection
" Did I hurt you? Was I too rough? " He looks so concerned which makes me more embarassed.
I clutch his shirt tighter and nuzzle more into his brawny chest . I am gasping for air amidst the torrent of emotions twirling inside the depths of my mind.
My tears are soaking his shirt.
" You are making me go insane " He grunts and tugs onto my hair forcing me to look at him
He lifts me up a little and pulls me closer wrapping one hand around my waist another on my nape.
" What's wrong? What's the reason behind those tears? Hmm " He starts peppering soft gentle kisses all over my jaw, hollow of my throat, my earlobes.
They are so tender and intimate like
a gentle whisper of fondness,
a soft dance of affection ,
a oozy rhythm of passion.
I don't know why but more tears spill out of my eyes, I can't stop them.
What's wrong with me!
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