5 years later :
It's been 5 years since his death my soulmate, my first love, my person, l miss him everyday l finished high school 2 years ago and now l work at a prestigious law firm, l still live in that house with my stepmother Maria, l have just bought a condo, 20 minutes away from my work so lm going to clean out my room today.
As l arrive at my house l see Maria sunbathing in a very unflattering bikini choosing to ignore her like usual l walk straight past her and into the kitchen l grabbed a energy bar and walked up to my room, l put my music on l haven't been able to listen to Jessie murph since that day.. so l listen to lana del Ray instead.
I start by unpacking my closet into my suitcases then move on to my bathroom,and my vanity after sorting those out for a good 3 hours l move onto my bookshelf, as l was unpacking it a Caught a glimpse of the book chase wrote to me 5 years ago and decided l should finally read it so l packed it gently in my bag.
After l packed everything l walked our of my room bumping into Maria, "finally, you are getting out of my home you worthless slut" she screamed l bit back my snarky remark shoving past her and walking down the stairs and out the door.
After l arrived home l greeted my house keeper Cara, and my puppy rosy l carried all the boxes up and after around 4 hours they where all unpacked, Cara came into my room "goodevening madame, l am going to my home now goodnight" she said, " l left rosy in the kitchen after l fed her " she added. I grabbed my book that Chase wrote to me and curled up on the couch with rosy seated comfortably on my lap. Before l sat down, l grabbed a bag of raspberries.
I opened the book, and the first sentence was a note saying :
To my love,
This book is dedicated to my darling princess, October klein.
This book is a summarised story of our love life that we never got to have because l committed suicide l was weak and pathetic, but l just couldn't handle the bullying and the stress.
I love you, tober. l really do l wish l knew if you felt the same.Love from chasey
I felt tears on the brim of my eyes, threatening to spill, my heart ached for the story that never began. Even though l wanted to cry and cry and cry l had to power through and read this book...
I opened the first page, and started reading.....
YOU ARE READING
5 years
Romancethe hardest part of being alone is swallowing the silence that echos from the chaos