5 years

octobers pov

First page :

I asked you out it was the happiest l have been in years, because you said yes, l have planned to go to olive garden to have lunch, l bought you your favorite bunch of flowers, lillies and sunflowers.

At 3, l picked you up in my car, and we headed towards the restaurant, glancing at you beutiful eyes every 5 minutes to make sure you where real not believing you would actually real, l rested my hand on ur thigh squeezing lightly.
We arrived at the restaurant and ate our lunch, we shared both of our first kisses outside my car just in front of your house
I closed my eyes, savouring the sweet almond taste on your mouth from the salad you ate at lunch. l ran my hands down,  your curves, squeezing your ass gently.

I watched as you walked inside, l jumped in my car giddy at the thought you actually liked me of all people me !

Second date :

I asked you out on a second date, lm so happy even happier than the first date. l planned to take you dancing at a bar, then go stargazing. Your favourite.

We arrived at bar after l picked you up you looked stunning wearing some black heels and a short red dress with a high slit.
You looked stunning l told you multiple times you smiled because you knew l was telling the truth l would never lie

I led you to a chair and we sat down you looked beutiful l smiled and asked you what you wanted to drink you said your favorite a margarita with extra cherries l knew that of course you always loved to order it l also ordered our food specifically hamburgers and chips because they have the best ones around we used to come here all the time

After we had had a few drinks l walked up to the owner and asked if her could play our  song "carry you home" by alex Warren
You undid your hair and started to dance om the table you looked absolutely incredible you mesmerising eyes captivating mine.
Your red dress glimmering in the dim light of the bar while it hugged your figure like a second skin. You looked stunning!

After about 2 hours of drinking and dancing we hopped into my car and made our way to the local park where l had set up a moonlit picnic along with champagne and a telescope so you could whatch the meteor shower that was scheduled to happen tonight l also packed some desserts your favorite panacotta and rose wood macarons.

When the first shooting star came along we both made a wish that we would be together forever. It was really magical.

The sentence for the first page ended there right before  l decided l should go take a shower to relive some stress when l was packing up my room l found some of my old blades and instead of throwing them out Like l should have l kept them amd shoved them under my sink with tears running down my face right now l am really contemplating if l should join chase.