BLACK and WHITE

Chapter one: What?!.. I'm back?!!

"Urgh! Huh.. what?"

Opening his eyes,  he found out he was in his old bedroom back at the Sliver Mansion. His eyes widened in slight shock.

"Don't tell me.."

Ignoring the slight migraine he was feeling, he quickly got down from the bed but the speed he used made him dizzy.. He quickly held the armrest of a chair to comport himself from falling face flat on the floor..

After he got better, he rushed to the 8 meters tall full body mirror and stared at his reflection "No... way". He thought he died in that horrible car accident, how come he's back? And in his first life?. Leonardo stared at his reflection on the mirror, his pale skin that glows under the sunlight which is very eye catching, his black and white shoulder length hair, the dull but enticing sliver mixed sky blue eyes, his lips; although he's very sick, is still rosy and plumpy, which is still surprising!, the slender waist and long legs. If his calculations are correct, he's currently back in his 18 yrs old body, that is, two years before he gets tortured and killed by the male protagonist. Suddenly he heard a knock at the door;

"Young master!.. Young Master, are you awake yet?.. Shall I come in?"...

That... Voice.. Could it be.....

"I'm coming in, Young Master"...

Suddenly the door opened and an extremely handsome young man stepped in. He was dressed in a Butler uniform and his long blue hair was packed in a high messy ponytail with some strands falling on his face. His deep sea blue eyes were quite striking and captivating. His body was quite muscular and that Butler suit just hugged his frame perfectly. Wheat coloured skin, perfect jawline and a cute little mole that's just below his thin deep red lips.

"... Blue?"

Leo could feel his eyes stung as it brimmed with tears. Blue meyers, his Butler, panicked as he saw Leo close to tears and quickly rushed over.

" Young master! Are you okay?! Does it hurt anywhere?! Why are you even out of bed?!! You know what, lay down for some minutes while I go call the physician!".

Blue rushed his words and was about to go out when his arm was quickly grabbed by Leo "No!!!.. don't.. leave me again.. Please" his voice was hoarse, tears droplets streamed down his face, he faced down and bit his bottom lip to stop himself from crying but the tears wouldn't stop.

"Young... master?" Blue was confused by the sudden outburst but his heart couldn't help but soften at the sight of his master's pitiful state. Leo couldn't endure it no more and threw himself in Blue's embrace,  hugging him tight like his life depended on it, which Blue returned as well. "It's ok.. let it all out... I will always be here for you" those last words triggered the tears Leo has been trying to hold to burst out.

Those were the exact words Blue told him in his past, but lost his life shielding Leo of a very critical fatal blow from the male protagonist. Even till the end, he still stayed. No matter how many times Leo pushed him away, Blue still stayed.

When everyone regarded Leo as a psychopath and an eyesore and avoided him as like a dangerous plague; When his father disowned him and chased him out of the mansion and his older siblings rejected him, saying that they don't have a monster as a brother; When he had nothing else except for a small condo in the outskirts of town and personal savings he saved over the years; When he couldn't buy food supplies because people despise and fear him and won't sell anything for him. If not for Blue that stayed behind, he would have died of starvation and.... loneliness.

At the end, Blue lost his life for him. He was loyal and faithful til the end. He kept his promise to always protect him but broke the promise of always being there for him, never leaving his side. At the end, he was left alone, he lost everything.

Thinking about the past made more tears to stream down, staining Blue's uniform but Blue couldn't care less. He tried his best to comfort his young master as he still couldn't figure out what made his Young Master to be so moody.

"Is it because of the fever?" He thought.

After some minutes, Leo finally calmed down. He bit his bottom lip as his face flushed in embarrassment.

Did he just fucking cry in Blue's embrace?!!  Fuck this is so embarrassing!!!!!

" Young master, are you alright now?"

He heard the most gentle voice that soothed his mind almost instantly. He wanted to lie that he was alright but the image of a bloodied body of a lifeless Blue meyers crossed his mind and quickly shook his head and muttered " No!... no I'm not"..

" Do you want to talk about it, Young Master?" Blue asked, caressing Leo's soft black and white hair. Since Blue has seen Leo in his venerable state, he might as well just tell him..

" I... had a nightmare"..

" Nightmare?"..

Leo nodded "yes.. I dreamt... that everyone hated me, no one wanted me, Elder brothers rejected me, Father chased me out of the mansion, everyone left... except you.. You promised me that you'd never leave my side, you'll always be with me but at the end.. you left me all alone" Leo choked on a sob on that last part,

'you threw your precious life for my pathetic one'..

" Leonardo look at me!" Blue said in his deep sexy baritone voice as he raised Leo's head by the chin with just two fingers to face him. Leo's eyes widen slightly, Blue only calls him by his name when he's being serious "I will never leave your side, not for anyone or anything... I swear that on my life"..

Leo averted his eyes and sniffed "Don't break your promise this time". Blue chuckled "Have I ever broken a promise before?". Leo smiled a little before he muttered "Can you also promise me one thing?".

" Anything for you, young master Leonardo"

Leo took a deep breath and said "No matter what happens, never throw your life away.. Your life is precious and must be treasured!".

" I promise" Blue assured and smiled. 'But if it's for you, I don't mind giving up my life'..

Leo smiled, completely unaware of Blue's thoughts. Blue led Leo to the bed and laid him down, tucking him in like a 3 yr old but in a way, Leo didn't mind.

" You spent a lot of energy crying just now, you should rest"

Now that Blue mention it, he feels very light headed right now, ah! Curse this weak body!! Couldn't even handle a simple breakdown. Blue made to go but Leo was quick to hold him back "Wait!.."..

Blue stopped his track and turned to Leo " Anything else you need?"..

Leo's mouth open and closed, no words would come out. He tried to say something but still failed. 'Should I ask or just keep my mouth shut?'.

" if there's nothing else you need, I'd be taking my leave now"..

Blue made to leave again but Leo held him back again. This time, he took a deep breath and said "Could... Could you stay until I fall asleep?".. Blue smiled and said "of course". He drew a chair closer to the bed and sat down, staring at Leo. He doesn't know why but, he kinda finds his young master's behaviour very cute.

It didn't take long for Leo to fall asleep. The breakdown and the past memories really took a toll on his body. Blue sighed and stood up "Have a good rest young master" He said and quietly left the bedroom...