"What hurts the the most, is being so close and having so much to say and watching you walk away."
Childhood best friends turned lovers, Amias and Markell, have been in a relationship for nearly 7 years. Love isn't enough and neither is each other...
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Chop's organization collapsed before it could even get started. Markell managed to clean close to three billion of the money and we were able to invest the other two before liquidating it. Now I was comfortably sitting with two billion to my name and the rest of my life ahead of me. Nay decided to fully step away too and she and Travis were planning on traveling to Ibizia in the next week.
The past few weeks after getting rid of Chop had me feel like I was floating on clouds. Jason was everything and as a boyfriend it felt like his emotions for me intensified.
I sat down on my yoga mat and I closed my eyes to meditate before anyone could come in. Jason was still using the bathroom since we rode together. Knowing this was the place, the room, that brought us together it made this room feel so much more special.
I felt him lift me up to sit behind me and I kept my eyes closed and his hands rubbed up and down my sides. He tightened his embrace around me and he held me as we sat in silence. The quiet room that smelled like eucalyptus and lavender and his natural fresh scent aided me in my deep breathing. I heard him taking his own deep breaths and it was a blessing that we could share moments like this together.
I've never considered anything a blessing before. But he was. My life itself is a blessing. All these years I wondered why these bullets didn't take me but right now, here in this beautiful man's arms I wouldn't trade my life for anything.
He kissed my temple causing me to open my eyes. I looked at our reflection in the mirror and it felt so right. I found his eyes and he smirked. When Vera entered she broke into a smile seeing the two of us sitting together.
We started our sun salutations and like always he helped me into new positions. We switched to a new position for the women in the class. My head and upper back remained on the ground while my entire body was lifted up and my legs were spread into a vertical split. Jason kneeled behind me pulling my leg further back.
"You ain't never said you could do all of this." He whispered so that only I could hear him.
I smirked in response. "I can do more." I whispered and his eyes widened.
"We'll see." He said and shivers were sent down my spine.
Once we were back in meditation I had no doubt in my mind about being in love with him. Yoga was a powerful experience for me and the practice itself brought me an immense amount of peace but adding the person who is making me fall deeply in love with myself is even more powerful. My feelings for Jason were so intense that it scared me.
I don't remember falling in love with Markell. I remember it just happening and it's not that our version of love wasn't valid. It was more so that with Jason I felt free to be my complete self. Whoever that may be.
We walked hand in hand to both of our cars and it felt childish making out like teenagers but it made me giddy at the same time.
