Crush

Past hurts the most

Misa's POV

I was just going to take a drink when I see Seo Jun. “ Hey, how come you are there ? ” I say as I go to him “ Well that will be my question ” he smile. “ Oh actually I come with Alex mother. She asked me to come here. ” I make an excuse quickly as I am good at it. “ So why you came here ? ” I give him a smile. “ Oh my dad and the Groom are friends, so I came here like this. “ Anyways good to see you here, Actually I feel so alone here. ” I roll my eyes. “ Same here. By the way your dress is so fine on you. ” I blushed a little bit “ Thank you then ”.

Can you ever open up about something you never wanna to talk about. Is there anything in the world make you open about something which you always feel like nightmare.

Misa drinks a lot of alcohol that she can't even control . She came to a room and set there.

Misa's Story

I also used to have a family. Mom dad, who loves me too much but can I be happy for long time, no because God can't even see my happiness. I can't even blame god but still............

It was my story 2 years ago.

One day I went to a friend's house because my parents have to attend a party where they can't have me. Sara, my friend's name. She was too kind and sweet even you can say she is my best friend. We talked for a long time, than her mom calls us for dinner. “ Why haven't my parents came yet ” I murmured but may be her mom listen it. “ Hey Misa, if your parents will not take you it will good because Sara always wanted to have a night out with you ” she gave a soft smiled which makes me smile too. “ Yeah, Aunty it will be great ” I replied.

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Me and Sara watching tv when Aunty got a phone call “ Oh! Misa it was your dad ” I was so happy to listen that because I am introvert, obviously i wanted my home the most. Aunty picked up the call, than she said ‘hello’ and after some time she became completely quiet. Her phone was drop by her hands. She looked at me for a while and burst into cry by holding me. I was like ‘what happened to Aunty, why is she crying’ and I also asked it. She said that “ Misa my child............. you-your parents are no more. “ What ” I asked at shocked “ No it's can't be possible Aunty, ar-are you lying right ” as I say it a drop of water came out from my eyes. At that moment Sara's dad was there too, he takes us to hospital where I last time see my mom and dad. At that time I just wanted to be a magical girl, like who ever she touched will be alive again. I don't know but that time I really want to be god and wanted my parents back. I just kneel down in my legs cry so hardly.

A sound came from behind me, it was too similar to hear. I turned back and see it was my dad's friend Aunty Amelia. I go and cry in her arms, I know her from when I was baby. She was always like my second mother, she cared about me even more than her own child. “ Misa, my baby don't cry my child, don't cry. I am hear for you ” she hugs me back and also break into pieces like me, as she is old friend of my parents or maybe my dad's best friend.

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After some days we are going to do rituals and after that what happened you know.

In the crew everybody are just talking about ‘what am I suppose to do without them in this big world’ and that's true tho. Maybe aunty Amelia also saw me teased by those words of people. Because Aunty Amelia makes a announcement at that moment.

“ Hello everyone, listen to me. ” she said as she catches everyone attention. “ I am gonna make Misa my daughter. As you all know...... ” she is cut up by an random person “ Do you really wanted to make her your daughter. Don't you know she is 18 years old. She is now all independent. Even if she can than she is also get married at this age. ” that person says and I think he is uncle Cyan. Oh fuck don't be him, he always touches me in the places he shouldn't and I can also see hungry in his eyes. “ But I have rights to do that. ” she says to protect me as she know him. “ I don't think you have any rights and beside it, you have a young son. What if he does something to her. ” he says and it may caught anuty's nerves.

Aunty Amelia is so annoyed and frustrated after a while of talk with him. Uncle Cyan doesn't want me to stay with Aunty. “ Ok then, My son Alex Memon and my friend's daughter Misa Pezer will get married after some one month. ” Aunty didn't even hesitate or asked me for permission. I was so shocked to hear that because her son is in my class and he didn't even liked me, he always bullied. And now I have to marry him, no way I don't want to.

After a month I get married to him and decide to keep it secret I never told anyone about that to anyone. In the wedding day he told me that ‘now I will bully you the way you never wanted to’ at that moment I was so my heart skipped a beat. And now I know what is the way he talked about, because he already bully me at school so much.

A voice came to Misa “ Hey, Are you drunk!! ”