Friends with benefits or more?

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The first time he slept with Prapai was because he had to do it to leave the illegal race safe and sound. That's what Sky told himself. He thought they will never see each other again. It was just sex, he enjoyed it and life goes on.

The second time happened to show Prapai that Sky knows that the other wants just his body. He told this to himself. It was even better than the first time. Sky obviously won't acknowledge it. He told Pai that it's just sex, what Prapai wanted in the first place, and he kicks him out of his dorm-room.

The third time happened just to make Prapai gets bored of him sooner. That's his excuse this time. He kicks him out afterwards immediately again.

Today is the nth time. Sky couldn't even count it. He always tells himself "This is the last time." but always let him in every time the other appears on his door-step. He doesn't know when he let the other stay the first time for the night afterwards. He doesn't know when does he started to have breakfast with Prapai. He looks at the other, how peacefully he sleeps next to him. Two hours ago they torn the clothes off of each others body and kissed like there is no tomorrow. Now Pai is sleeping with one of his arms under Sky's head the other is on his waist, holding him so tight like he would fear that the other will disappear soon.

They aren't lovers, nor boyfriends. But somehow the one night stand become two, three, ten, and then they become friends with benefits. They never say it out loud though, but they started to send each other texts, not just when and where, but say each other good morning and good night every single day. They tell each other about their days. Goes to the cinema, restaurant, the illegal race together. And then they spend the night together.

Sky learned how does Pai loves his morning coffee, what are his favourite foods, and preferences in any questions. He can tell by the scent that the other changed his shower gel or shampoo. He learned them without realising it.

But the biggest question is Are they still just friends with benefits? Sky doesn't think so. Or at least not in his side of the story. He knows his feelings and it's more than FWB. He miss the other when they can't meet for weeks because of Pai's work or his university assignments. He wants to spend more time with him. He likes it a lot when they meet but both of them so tired that they fall asleep on the couch during watching a movie. He is pretty sure he already fell in love with the other. He is in trouble now. It wasn't the plan. The only thing he wanted to show Prapai that he will get bored of him soon. Half a year passed and the only thing he get to fall in love with Pai instead.

Soon he should sit down and talk it out with the other. Soon. But right now he wants to enjoy it a bit more. He is still afraid that the other isn't in love with him. And this thing between them isn't that strong to survive a serious talking. Maybe it works so well just because they don't give a name to it yet. And Sky can live with it, just a bit longer. He doesn't want to risk it yet. He isn't ready for it. Soon. They will talk about it soon.

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