𝟯. infatuation.

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𝗡𝗼𝘄 𝗣𝗹𝗮𝘆𝗶𝗻𝗴:  𝗥𝘂𝘀𝗵𝗲𝘀 𝗯𝘆 𝗙𝗿𝗮𝗻𝗸 𝗢𝗰𝗲𝗮𝗻

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𝗡𝗼𝘄 𝗣𝗹𝗮𝘆𝗶𝗻𝗴𝗥𝘂𝘀𝗵𝗲𝘀 𝗯𝘆 𝗙𝗿𝗮𝗻𝗸 𝗢𝗰𝗲𝗮𝗻

𝗘𝗹𝘆𝘀𝗶𝗮𝗻 '𝘭𝘺𝘭𝘺' 𝗥𝗶𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗲 𝗠𝗼𝗼𝗿𝗲,
𝗡𝗢𝗩𝗘𝗠𝗕𝗘𝗥 𝟭, 𝟮𝟬𝟮𝟯
𝙇𝙊𝙎 𝘼𝙉𝙂𝙀𝙇𝙀𝙎, 𝘾𝘼𝙇𝙄

𝗘𝗹𝘆𝘀𝗶𝗮𝗻 '𝘭𝘺𝘭𝘺' 𝗥𝗶𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗲 𝗠𝗼𝗼𝗿𝗲,𝗡𝗢𝗩𝗘𝗠𝗕𝗘𝗥 𝟭, 𝟮𝟬𝟮𝟯 𝙇𝙊𝙎 𝘼𝙉𝙂𝙀𝙇𝙀𝙎, 𝘾𝘼𝙇𝙄

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(ig story, irl)



𝗹𝘆𝘀𝗶𝗮𝗻𝗿𝗶𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗲 𝟣𝟧𝗆

   𝗹𝘆𝘀𝗶𝗮𝗻𝗿𝗶𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗲 𝟣𝟧𝗆

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ミ★ "send that to me." juju told me after i took a picture of her, she was smiling so awkwardly in the picture that i had to post it. we were walking the streets of Los Angeles, just sight seeing out of boredom. the team was having their first game in a few days and she was cooped up in the gym all the time, i figured, why not take her out to walk around and get fresh air for once? you know? and luckily she didn't refuse.

"girl if you don't just go on my story and screen shot it. i don't play about my storage." i joked, she smacked her lips and snatched my phone, sending the pictures i took to her phone. we were sharing my airpods so she went and out on a song that i haven't heard in a long while. a song that i treasured deeply, as soon as i heard the familiar voice i got a bit emotional.

gonna be somebody, oh i follow,
running showers, in a mist so cloudy.

"enough time to know, know nothing at all." i sung lowly. judea looked at me in shock.

"you know this song?!" she exclaimed excitedly, she threw her arm around my shoulders and sang along with me. "tell me what you need from me? gas money?" she sang with such enthusiasm.

"that must be your favorite verse from the song huh?" i laughed. she nodded at me, looking at me with a look i couldn't describe.

"i'm surprised you listen to frank ocean." oh i know alot about frank ocean. like alot. she just don't know.

"remember when i told you that my daddy is a musician?" juju nodded as she looked down at me with a curious face, "we're listening to him now." i said, cringing at my words. her loud gasp made me look over at her with a quickness, worried that something might've happened to her.

"no way. omg, tell yo daddy to drop an album right now before i get mad. like fr." i laughed loudly at her words, because every time i tell someone about him, that's the first thing they say. and i agree wholeheartedly.

i couldn't help but daydream when i saw her smile, i never had a dull moment with this girl. never ever. the faint music in my left ear made this moment much more beautiful as i stared at her, which i knew she didn't mind. she was looking around and watching bystanders as she kept singing along to the song. first, i was rushing for a wait. This time i'm waiting for a rush. Infatuation's your rush. infatuation was indeed my rush. the longer i wait to express my true feelings for this girl, the longer my infatuation and liking for her will expand. those were some wise words i heard my mother tell Aunt Jessibel.

i love the way you make me feel (i'll be up in a week) she sang the words directly to me, i don't even know if i was breathing fully. she waved her hand in my face, seeing as i was zoned out, staring dead in her face. i blinked and refocused. the song went off and now she was playing some lil yachty song, or concrete boys, whatever it was. "you good?" she asked, her hands were on my shoulders.

"i'm good. zoned out for a bit. lets go get some ice cream." i grabbed her hand and dragged her down the street to the closest ice cream shop.

"i thought you was lactose intolerant?" ju looked at me with furrowed eyebrows. i mugged her and pushed her to the counter so she could say our orders.

"that don't matter. now, i want cookies and cream in a cone. thank youuuu."

AUTHORS VOICE:ミ★ yall i don't know why but i be feeling awkward asf writing books about real people and not fictional characters-- i don't know how to explain it 😭

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AUTHORS VOICE:
ミ★ yall i don't know why but i be feeling awkward asf writing books about real people and not fictional characters-- i don't know how to explain it 😭

- need i say, i absolutely love music. there's never a moment where i don't have my beats on listening to all 7 of my playlists lmao.

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