Jk is still sleeping 😴 in eunwoo lap while hiding his face totally in eunwoo chest and talking about eunwoo he is bewildered from his baby actions like !
REALLY !! (Is this the time to sleep ?)
But nonetheless eunwoo knows and understands about his baby condition now !
All the painful memories given by his(jk) abusive step parents and his so called husband feared his baby(jk) that he will be brought back to that situation again where he never wanted to be !Jk fears that he might lose the only happiness (EUNWOO) that he gets in his life from the god.
Because he is very IN SECURED from the beginning !
And that is not under his control because from childhood he just received hate from everyone (hate from his abusive step parents,hate from the ones he wanted to befriend,hate from the other workers who also work with him,hate from his so called husband)So from childhood he just requested only one thing from the god and that is to send someone for him !
SOMEONE WHO ->
CARE about him.
LIKE him.
TREAT him in a good way.
LOVE him.But in the end the only thing he received is (hate and only hate)
So at last he stop requesting god to send that someone special for him because he started believing that the certain someone whom he requested from the god every day for his whole life was never meant to be his !
And what if that certain someone also hates him like other person do ?So in the end he started believing that he is only born to get hate not love !
But deep down in his heart the poor boy always thinks that how it feels if there is someone who also takes care of him.
If there is someone who also tells him that he is beautiful.
But is he really ?
He always questions himself that is he good looking or not because from his childhood his abusive step parents always badmouth about him !
About his looks !
About his presence !
In short they never leave a chance to defame him by addressing him with cheap names !
That's why he started wearing mask so that people cannot talk bad about him !
At first everything is ok but later he notices that when he is passing by his house everyone starts looking at him weirdly which confuses him like why they are looking at him ?
At first he thought that it's just his misunderstanding !
But later when the stares never stops he tried to approach a person to ask if there is something on his hairs or his clothes but the reply he got from the person broke his already broken heart 💔Rep ->Are you this ugly that you have to hide your face behind a mask ?
After that reply only one question started ringing inside his head that is !!
WHY ME ?
WHY ME ?
WHY ITS ALWAYS ME ?He started wearing mask thinking that now people will not talk bad about him ?
He also felt suffocated by wearing the mask all the time but still he thinks about people first !
Like what if people didn't like his face and gets uncomfortable if he go near them !
That's the reason he started wearing mask !
He suffocated himself thinking about people first to not to make them uncomfortable by his looks but in return what he gets ?
YOU ARE READING
REGRET💔
FanfictionWhere god gives a GEM to TAEHYUNG but he goes for the STONE 🙃 And in the the END the GEM finds its rightful owner and the STONE breaks TAEHYUNG heart 💔