#12 - Search

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Jungkook finally loosen his grip on Seokjin, and his arms conveniently falls unto Seokjin's hip. They stood there in silent. In reality, their mind literally in chaos. Seokjin staring at Jungkook, trying to churn out an appropriate remarks. He doesn't know whether he should take the soft approach or should he confront Jungkook's act. It was so sudden. Honestly. Seokjin decided to be sass about it, so he fold his arms and raised his right eyebrow, demanding an explanation. But this Jungkook is not saying anything. So he had to change another approach. 

Jin: What's all this about?

Jungkook continues to remain silent. Seokjin gets annoyed not getting any response. So his tone became more sarcastic towards Jungkook.

Jin: Can't you simply talk? You know what we've reached our level. We need to go. JEON JUNGKOOK! Gosh. Now he can't hear anything. Should I do sign language? 

Seokjin true to his words he showing his right hand to Jungkook's eye level.

Jin: Look here. I'm doing sign language. Look carefully. 

Seokjin managed to direct Jungkook's eyes to look at his hand. 

Jin: I'm showing you this 🖕you mot- yahh! Let go of me! JEON JUNGKOOK!

Jungkook turns and drags Seokjin along to exit the elevator. He pressed his passcode and once in the apartment, he pressed Seokjin against the wall. His eyes then redirected back to Seokjin's cherry tinted plump lips.

Jin: I'm going to kill you. You holding me hostage when your parents not around and bloody hell what do you think you're doing? Is this some kind of social experiment? If it is I swear I am going to kick your junior. You said you like woman. Fyi. I am a guy. You straight guy get out of my way!

Jungkook's mind was all about the lips. He somehow got addicted by the taste that he can't exactly comprehend or insert whatever Seokjin kept rambling on. The only thing he likes about Seokjin rambles was seeing how active that lips is moving. It's like teasing him.

JK: You talked too much-

Jungkook pressed himself against Seokjin. This time with his two big hands, he firmly hold on to Seokjin's small face not forgetting to tilt his head to have a better kissing angle. Seokjin who was holding his breath, decided not to fight back and instead he closed his eyes. He will think of the consequences later. Or maybe not. He needs to deal it now, cause heck Jungkook's a good kisser. Not that he can compare this with anyone, but Jungkook's kisses make him wanting more. Shit he did something wrong, cause he can sense Jungkook wanting to pull out. Which he did. 

JK: Jin... relax and stop thinking...

Jungkook casually rested his forehead against Seokjin for a moment. He was still panting breathless, but once he steadied himself he face back to see his new addiction and he grins seeing how swollen it became. Seokjin on the other hand became insecure.

Jin: Am I that bad?

JK: Huh?

Jin: Never mind... I need to go... Jungkook please... just let me go back...

Jungkook dumbfounded by Seokjin's reaction just let himself to be push aside. Seokjin just opened the door and left.

JK: Did I fuck'd up again?

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Seokjin laid down on his bed hugging his plushy sunflower pillow in darkness. He teared. He teared that whole night. 

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Jungkook with his mobile phone typing and clicking non-stop. He opened one tab, glanced through and exited. He opened another one and read through again. He exited. This has been on repeat the whole night.

His search bar history from this: Why I kissed a guy? Am I not straight anymore? Is this a once off thing? How do you know if you like guys?

Searching and doing online quizzes: How straight are you?; How gay are you?; MBTI

Last search: Lip shapes. Pouty lips. How do you know if he likes your kisses? How to be a better kisser? Should I kiss him again?

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The very next day Seokjin washed his face multiple times. He then calm himself by taking a few deep breaths. He then hold down the door handle to let it open. 

Jimin: Holy flowery sweetheart what happened?

Seokjin crumbles yet again. He teared as he calls out his best friend name.

Jin: Jiminie... hic ...

Jimin: What did that kid do to you? 

Jin: He- He- He stole my-

Jimin: HE STOLE YOUR VIRGINITY?

Jin: NO! Jiminie...He stole my first kiss...

Jimin: Ahh~ Wait. Did he force it upon you?

Seokjin paused and tried to recall. Technically he did. Should he tell Jimin? 

Jin: No... he didn't...

Jimin: Aww baby... come here... so why are you crying?

Jin: Cause we're not in love. That first kiss that I always dream about just turns out to be maybe his social experiment?

Jimin: Oh hell no. Did he said that? Cause I will kick his-

Jin: No! Jiminie- He didn't... But I think he's confused. I don't know... Or I'm confused?

Jimin: Lil flowery, let's get you settled okay. I'm going to style you up, so that you're both would no longer be confused. Now don't you start pouting. Is this how you going to greet your new classmates today?

Jin: There's online class option if you can't make it.

Jimin: You need to start meeting people, Jinnie. Now let's get into it. Hopefully, you'll meet a better kid. Move along, we ain't got time left. I promised Joonie to eat brunch before his class starts~

Jin: Can I not-

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Jimin drove off using Seokjin's car to the modelling agency as he got called up for last minute meeting. Seokjin had no choice but to take public transport. He gets extra conscious of his outfit today. Definitely not his style. It's still his clothes but it was far inside his closet which he didn't know it even existed. He clutched on his backpack tightly and walked towards the bus stop. He heaved a sigh of relief, there's no one at the bus stop and he can finally relaxed.

Moments later, his peace was abruptly disrupted with the appearance of his neighbour. Jungkook, as usual in his all black outfit. His neighbour the handsome grim reaper. He nodded as way of greeting, but he noticed Jungkook is judging his outfit. Why Jimin had to take his car after styling him this way. Why?

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Jungkook was running to the bus stop cause his apps indicated the bus should arrive in a few minutes. The moment he reached he held on to the pillar trying to regain his breathing. From corner of his eyes, there's someone which is weird cause he is usually the only one taking this bus at this timing. So he looks up and saw a familiar face. There's something different about Seokjin today, so he check out the outfit and there it is. 

He learnt a new information. Seokjin has a rosy upper thigh. And he can't stop staring at it. He didn't know ripped jeans can make his hormones go haywire.

Jin: Hi?

JK: Fuck.

Jin: Pfft. You're so rude!


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