Office Romance

Performance Review

Ryan's POV

I think it's safe to say that Jan will never kiss Michael again. I get it was in the moment that Jan kissed Michael. Today we have a performance review. I just hope that this goes well. Although knowing Dwight he will let it go to his head and cause problems. I just hope that's not the case today. I won't hold my breath about that though. 

I'm currently sitting with Becca at her desk. Becca is sitting on my lap and I have my arms wrapped around her. Becca and I got to find out the genders of the twins this morning before we came into work. The only reason we got find out this morning was because Becca had a doctor's appointment this morning. I'm excited and can't wait to get to hold my children for the first time. 

I wish I could say I was surprised this morning but I really wasn't because Becca threw another plant out the window. At this point I've learned that Becca will throw plants out the window. I really need to stop buying plants because Becca just throws them out the window. 

Becca and her mood swings are pretty funny. One minute she can be really happy but the next she could get really mad for no reason. I wish I had a video of what happened last time because it would show how random her mood swings are. Becca's mood swings are unpredictable at the moment. I can never tell what she's feeling. 

This morning when we got up Michael called Becca and boy was she pissed. I had to stay out of her war path. I kept my mouth shut so I didn't piss her off even more. Becca was not happy with Michael this morning. I can't say that I blame her I would have been pissed if Michael called me early this morning before I had the chance to wake up.

It wasn't too long before Michael gave both me and Becca our performance review. He gave the both of us a small raise. We told him that it wasn't necessary. He told us that it was his way of saying thank you for all the hard work that we did and didn't complain about it once. I love how Michael is always thinking of us. That's one of the reasons why Becca wants to name our son after him.

After the performance review Michael asked us to get the suggestion box out and put it on Becca's desk. We did what Michael asked us to do. After that was said and done I took Becca to the vending machine to get her a snack. I wanted to make sure that my wife was well taken care of. Becca is one of the most important people in my life. 

I have a gut feeling that Dwight is going to cause a lot of trouble today. I know that he's going to cause a lot of conflict.   

Becca's stomach has been starting to show more, right now you can't really hide that she's pregnant. She's also not happy that she has to start wearing maternity clothes. 

 "Becca come on smile. We'll get to know the genders of the twins by the time Christmas rolls around."

I wish I could say that I was joking when I say that she hit me on the head with a big ass notebook. She also hit me we in the family jewels with her fist. So you could say that I'm in a lot of pain right now. 

Pam looked like she was trying not to laugh and Jim could barely hold back the laugh because he had the whole thing on video. 

 "Jim don't you dare put this on YouTube!"

 "Oh it's already on the internet." 

 "If I wasn't in so much pain I would go over there and strangle you."

 "Mom? What are you doing here?"

 "Have some things that I need to discuss with Michael. Now why is Ryan on the floor?"

 "Punched him in the family jewels with my first. Also he was pissing me off."

 "Well at least you're honest about it."

After what felt like forever I got up off the floor and dusted off my clothes. I walked over to Becca and hugged her from behind. I know she didn't mean to hurt me and she would never do anything like that on purpose. She held onto my arms while I hugged her. 

 "I'm sorry Ryan, I shouldn't have hit you in the family jewels."

 "It's fine. I know you didn't mean it."

 "I don't know why I did that. I was completely out of line. I shouldn't have done it in the first place."

 "Babe you don't have to apologize. I shouldn't have tested your patience and I deserved it to be honest."

 "No you didn't deserve that, I guess I'm just in a bad mood this morning."

"Why? What's got you frustrated?"

 "A lot of things. I just want to go home and lay down. This whole thing with people thinking that Michael slept with my mom is just infuriating. Plus the whole suggestion box meeting is just stupid and completely unnecessary . On top of all that I have a headache and I'm so tired that I could fall asleep at any moment." 

I pulled Becca onto my lap behind her desk and wrapped my warms around her while she rested her head on my shoulder. I guess Pam noticed because she came over with a blanket and put on white noise on YouTube and plugged in head phones and put them over Becca's ears. Pam carefully put the blanket on Becca and then turned off the lights and sent out a dm telling everyone to be quiet so Becca doesn't wake up.

I heard Michael's office door open and everyone motioned for Jan and Michael to be quiet. Pam held up a sign that said Becca is sleeping. 

Everyone quietly went into the conference room and Michael shut the door quietly and the meeting was quiet. I stayed with Becca at her desk and held her while she slept in my arms. At the end of the day I felt like a jerk because I had to wake up Becca so we could go home. When we got home I helped her get out of car. I led her inside the house and to our bedroom. I helped her get changed and ready for bed. I gave her one of my hoodies to wear to bed so she would be comfortable. I climbed into bed and pulled her close to me. 

I held her all night long so she would know that I'm right there next to her in bed. Becca has been having mood swings and sometimes she gets angry for no reason and I know that she's not mad at anyone and that it's just the pregnancy hormones. I love her so much and there's nothing that I wouldn't do for her. I always want to show her that I love her no matter what. I always tell her that I love her and that I'll always be there for her when she needs me. Nothing can take my love away from Becca. No matter what I'll always love her. I could never stop loving her. 

When I married Becca I promised that I would be there for the good and the bad. I just wish that Becca could see what I see when I look at her. I fall in love with her more and more everyday. Becca could be bald and I would still love her. I didn't marry her for her looks, I married her for the kind and loving person she is and she has a heart of gold. There's no one that I love more than Becca. If that doesn't say how much I love her than I don't know what does. Becca is one of the sweetest persons that I know. She always thinks of others by putting their needs over her own. That's another reason why I love her so much. 

I don't know how I got so lucky to have Becca in my life but I won't take that for granted. I won't take advantage of her kindness not for a second. Becca is the best thing to happen to me. I thank God everyday for bringing Becca into my life. There's no one that could take her place. Even when I die I will still be there for her. I won't leave her side not even in the after life. 

I can't wait for the day that the twins are born. They're not even born yet and they already have me wrapped around their finger. I can't wait to be a father to the two most beautiful children in the world. These kids are one of my main priorities along side their beautiful mama. I can't wait to hold my children in my arms for the first time. I love these kids to death so much already. There's nothing that can take me away from my family. I know that nothing means more to me than my family.