I love you but I can't

Chapter 2

Mia:1 month later
I wake up with a pounding headache i then hear "hey sweetie did you sleep good" my mom is from Florida so she always has had a southern accent "no" i say simply "I'm sorry to hear that"

She lays down right beside me "just tired" i say wiping my face "they wanted me to tell you" she says I look at her confused "um you have to be out of the house by 8 today and at Aaron's" she says I can't comprehend then it hits me

"W...what" i say "I'm so sorry sweetie" she says rubbing my hair "no momma please no don't let them do this" i say about to breakdown "I'm sorry baby" she says wiping her tears "he will be here in 5 hours I need to go but I love you and will come visit tomorrow"
                                       -later-
I'm in Aaron's car after packing everything up and giving the movers his address "why couldn't you just say no" he finally breaks the silence I feel tears slide down "I can't say no at the end of the day I'm still a woman no matter what I say no one will take me seriously so why why waste my breath" my voice cracks

He looks at me concerned but then his mask is right back up "you know she will be over some nights with me" he says "I don't care I'm just hoping you don't hit me or rape me or something" i say my voice holding no emotion

He looks at me taken aback "I would never do that to any woman" he says "well thats a win for me" i say looking back out the window

We pull up to a tall building.I get out the movers already moved my stuff in,but as I walk in a beautiful blonde woman is already touching my things.she has a beautiful complexion truly "excuse me" i say as we approach I get no answer

"Is this her" i say looking at Aaron "uhh yes Julia what are you doing here" Aaron says "oh I'm so very sorry to impose on the happy couple" she says grimacing at me with a lethal tone

"I don't want to get off on the wrong foot,but I truly am sorry if you were in my position I'm sure you would do the same" i say with an apologetic look "what steal another woman's man" she says with sharp eyes

"Can you please show me where I'm sleeping" i say turning to Aaron "upstairs the movers already set your stuff up" he says not even looking at me "thank you....I'm sorry y'all aren't going to get your happy ending,but I'm not sorry for my decision" i say leaving the room

"What a bitch am I right" i hear the girl say
"I think she was quiet respectful unlike you" i hear Aaron say "wow so I'm gone just like that" she says "No I only think about you in that way" Aaron says

-Later that night-
I hear a knock on my door
"Come in" in Julia I think her name was comes
"Your pathetic" she says looking me up and down
I stay silent "you know I'm pregnant right he'll leave you as soon as he finds out he will have no choice" she says it so vile that it makes me sick "I'm sorry i really am" is all I say

She storms out of my room I think she just goes back to Aaron's room,but then I hear the apartment door slam

I leave my room and go to the kitchen Aaron is sat in front of the counter staring at a pot like he hasn't a clue in the world "need help" i say genuine "yes it would be perfect if you packed up and left but I don't see you doing that so on second thought no" he says with a fake smile at the end

"You wanna know something your a dick and now I might just marry elando he is starting to seem like a better option" i say I had 2 options elando was my ex but he was not very faithful him and Aaron also hated each other

"Why didn't you wasn't that your boyfriend" he says now seeming madder "why break up happy people" he says "what we're you jealous" he says
"No I just draw the line at being in love with my sister and knowing I would have to see that everyday now can I cook something or do I need to order in" i say all in one breath.he looks at me for a second before side stepping me and leaving the whole apartment.

After an hour of cooking I have Skillet Chicken Cacciatore and some Pasta e Fagioli,The man by Taylor swift is playing loud from my speakers

"IF I WAS OUT FLASHING MY DOLLARS ID BE A BITCH NOT A BALLER THEY'D PAINT ME OUT TO BE BAD SO ITS OK THAT IN MAD"
I belch out loudly then I hear my speaker be turned down "hey-" I turn around but it's not Aaron no it's someone dressed in all black

I quickly lunge for the black knife but I hear a gunshot go off and glass breaking all of a sudden the man is right in front of me with the gun pointing straight at my forehead

I quickly get hold of the gun and an able to get it out of his hands before shooting both his legs

I immediately get up and run to my room and grab my phone. I dial Aaron he doesn't pick up so I call my mom "mommy,someone is in the..........apartment and...and...and.... Aaron is gone.....he left I don't know what to do what do I do" I'm in tears my word are shaking suddenly a message comes across my screen

"Im with Julia figure out whatever it is-Aaron"

I slid down my door and just cry and cry my mom and dad and his crew get here and take care of everything but  they left after my mom comforted me for hours I hear the door open and i immediately go to the side of my bed and curl up

I hear the loud footsteps coming toward my rooms loud aggressive I'm sniffing,sobbing shaking mess now

My door bust open and I let out without permission the most earth shattering blood curdling sob "please don't hurt me take whatever just please I wanna have kids I wanna get real married and have a family please don't hurt me"

It was like secondhand nature at this point

- flashback-

I hear all the guards shooting and my father yelling

I hear my door creek open I hope it's daddy
But it's not the man walked up to grabbed me by the neck and called me awful things "you dirty little slut might as well put you to use" all I could do is scream I was only 9...9 in dora pajamas that man took something from me I'll never get back something that still haunts me

-End-

I come out my day dream to realize I'm in someones arms screaming and sobbing begging whoever they are to stop

"Hey your okay your okay" is all I hear i finally recognize the voice and scramble up

"I'm sorry I'm sorry" I say repeatedly "I think I just got in my own head" i say casually wiping my face

"Mind telling why my kitchen is a mess" he says almost like his words mean anger but he's not angry

"Oh um someone broke in and we'll gun and one shoot in each knee cap I'll clean the pans and stuff"

"Wait what someone broke in and you didn't call me??" He says surprised and loud "yea i did I called you you said I'm with Julia whatever it is figure it out" i say in a defensive tone

"No I didn't I receive any-" he says like he just realized he storms out the room I follow him saying "I'm sorry I tried i thought you just didn't care"

Now we're in the living room where Julia is in nothing but lace lingerie you can see everything
"Where the fuck are your clothes and why the fuck did you take my phone,Mia could have been severely hurt or died or private documents from my office could have been stolen what where you thinking"

She sits up right "oh so mrs 'I'm a homewrecker' got you on her side now" she said her words leaving a nasty taste in my mouth "no but I draw the line at putting her life up just like that" he says

"Aaron I'm pregnant" she blurts out to save herself and I can tell why she did it
"What....?" Aaron asks